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𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗
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𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦,
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦?

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The chattering noises of the students outside the room filled the hallways as they passed by. Some are with groups and some are with their closest friend. However, there's someone in this friendly school walking alone - me.

I do have a friend but I guess we're not close enough to attend school early just to gossip about the newest issues in town. Even so, we're still close enough to have a small talk every now and then.

That being said, you could already tell that my life is kinda boring. All I do is study, study and study yet I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong. I'm still close to failing one of my subjects. Mathematics.

I'm still trying my best because I have this guy who became my inspiration to do better. Matsuno Chifuyu.

We're the same age and we actually attend the same class but I doubt he'll ever notice someone like me. I know boys like him prefers flirty girls over someone as boring as me.

"I see you're still into him." A whisper is heard just before my ear. "What do you even see in that guy? I mean, yeah he's fine. Got a nice face and all but why him?"

Yeah. . . Why? I don't even know why. Is it because he's so strong and he's so cool? Or the fact that he can maintain his grades even when all he do is throw his fists to people?

"I don't know. I just like him. . ." I stated with a smile on my face that turned into a frown right after hearing Yozora's next words.

"We're no longer elementary one month from now. There's a high possibility that you'll never see him again after this school year ends." I forced myself to show a genuine smile yet it ended up looking bitter.

"I don't even know where this talk is going, Yozora." I chuckled. I know what she's saying, I don't want to admit it because. . . I can't do it. . .

"Oh, c'mon! I'm sure you know what I'm saying." My confused look at her made the girl sigh in irritation. "My gosh what would I do to you? What I'm saying is you should confess. Right here and now,"

Confess. . . but I don't really want him to notice me. . . or do I? Either way, I cannot just walk up to the boy then tell him that I like him.

Yet I found myself at the back of the school waiting patiently for the male to come. Why am I even doing this? I don't know.

Maybe Yozora is right? I shouldn't live in regrets. What if he likes me too?

But everybody knows that he don't. He's Chifuyu for Pete's sake! All he do is throw punches to random punks he sees. He doesn't pay attention to me - he doesn't even pay attention to any girls our age.

"Yo." His voice was heard on the empty space here in the back of the school building. "You the one who left the note?" I nodded my head with a smile.

"I-I'm Y/N. . ." I choked out. I feel suffocated under his tired gaze. "I just wanted to tell you that. . . that. . ." The way he turned around to walk away while waving me off broke my heart into pieces.

"I know where's this going anyways. Sorry but I don't have time for such things." Rude. Just plain rude.

Now my mind wanders off to Yozora's question. Why do I like him out of all people? Why not Akio-kun or Haru-kun? They're much more amazing than a stupid punk who only knows how to beat people up.

Yet I still fell for that stupid punk. Ah. . . stupid me.

I didn't notice the tears like river flowing out of my eyes until Yozora has to come back to grab her textbook on the locker room.

"Aye rejections hurt, ye?" I saw pity on her eyes as she approached me with a wide grin plastered on her face. "That's alright, middle schoolers are much more handsome than he is. I'm sure you'll find someone better next year!"

This girl, really. "This isn't a trial and error, Yozora. I won't risk my heart again like like this,"

A hug is all I need this time and Yozora gladly gave it to me after I said my words.

Boys in middle school may or may not be better than Matsuno-san but whoever I meet, I promise to never look up to them as much as I did to a guy this year.

One guy is enough to break my heart into pieces. Adding another one right after that rude rejection isn't in my plans right now.

I'm gonna take a break. I need a break from such kind of people.

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𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴?

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𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗
06-05-04

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