"Don't act like I'm average."

"Let Me Know"

I snatched my wallet, phone and keys before walking out of my door.

I felt the chilling breeze confront me in a protective, but secretive gesture. It was like an October breeze. It was cold but not cold enough to wear a coat.

I looked up to see that the moon was covered in gloomy clouds, while millions of bright, radiant, stars dotted the lovely dark sky.

This is actually my first time being a plus one. I've always been the one who has brought a plus one, never had been one.

The light from the street reflected off of my car as I approached it. All I could hear were my own footsteps and crickets.

I opened up the door of my car and the engine purred as I started it. I put on my seatbelt and adjusted the seat and began driving. I switched through the radio stations trying to find something that sounded decent enough to listen to.

As I switched through the channels I heard a familiar male voice and went back to it.

"I'm just a lonely child"

"Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah."

"Take this pain away, this away..."

"Because my head been runnin' wild, wild.."

It sounded so much like kentrell..

I glanced at the radio screen to see, "nba youngboy, lonely child."

Within a heartbeat I realized how damaged Kentrell was.

My face frowned down as I heard what the lyrics were actually saying. It sounded like his voice was strained as he poured out his heart.

"But I got feelings too just like a lil' boy, oh lord.."

"Damn.." I sighed.

This realization made me start to question my actual intentions for Kentrell.

What the hell brent? Was I actually going to destroy his already broken heart?

Was I actually going to shatter his heart into smaller pieces?

Why would I try to break his already broken heart? I can't fuck with his feelings like that.

My mind started to race as I reminded myself how my old mindset was and how horrible it was.

Kentrell hid behind a smile and I was trying to destroy him?

I can't do this, or can I? "Ugh! What the hell!?"

The stressing thoughts continued to go through my unorganized head.

Knowing that I'm about four minutes away from the party I ignored my true feelings, deciding that I will unpack them later.

Storing it away.. like Kentrell.

I took a long, slow deep breath, then rounded the corner, turning into the neighborhood where the party was taking place.

It was more of a Beverly Hills than a L.A type vibe.

The house was covered with bright, colorful lights.

Looking at the house made me kind of anxious. It was so big and-

*Notification from Kentrell*

"Ayo? You here yet?"