Words i wish i said to you.

6/29/21
    
    my face lit up as i walked into the pool to see you looking at me. i stopped to say hi to you. you swam over as i walked to the edge of the pool and you said "hey ***! are you getting in?"
"i want to, but ******** doesn't want too."
he said okay and you swam away to get play with another kid. i convinced my friend to go put our bathing suits on, so we left the pool and went home to go put our bathing suits on. once we did we went back to the pool to get in. i took my shirt off to reveal my bathing suit as i pulled up my shorts as high as they would go, and i wrapped my arms around my stomach as you walked up to me. my friend pushed me in and i was laughing and having fun and once she got in we started messing around and played truth or dare. it was her turn and she picked me. i said dare of course, and she responded with
"kiss ******"
i blushed and laughed at the same time and i said
"okay!"
i looked at you and made eye contact with him.
"gimme your hand."
you did and i kissed it gently. it was my turn and it went on and on until it was my friends turn again and she said to me
"i dare you to kiss him on the big toe."
we laugh so hard until i looked at you and you lifted up his leg and i kissed you on the big toe. it was funny, and we laughed for some time and suddenly the game ended and we all just hung out. just the three of us. we liked each other, i just didn't want her to be mad at me, she liked you first. she wanted you first. we got out and you had to leave because your mom was having contractions and your family and you had to leave. me and my friend were hanging out at the pool to wait for my mom to come for lunch.