Childish

Chapter 24: Older

*Trigger warning this chapter would have content such us suicide, sexual harassment and abuse*

Being possessed by a zodiac isn't easy getting hugs by your parents would be definitely hard it would be hard for the both of them

When I was young I'm always with my brother his the one taking care of me the one who shows me family affection

"Oni-San why do Mama and Papa ignore us" I asked him

"Both of them are busy" he said smiling I was sitting on his lap while he was doing his homework

I found out my mother is always with her friends shopping and having fun while ignoring her children, her responsibility but I never hate her I know the reason she hated us

"But why do they still ignore us when there not busy?" I asked I was very curious I was only a child wanting affection from parents

Whenever my mother is not busy she is always stuck in her room playing the piano by herself she also loves reading books and painting I tried talking to her but she never replies she only gave me cold glare

"People have their own reasons I guess" He said while smiling at me brightly I was still confused at their reasons but when I got older I knew better

I knew there reason

"Why do I transform into a fox when hugging Papa but hugging you I don't transform?" I asked

"Because I'm like you both of us are the same" He said smiling at me lovingly he hugged me tightly

"Let's stay by each other no matter what" I said to him

"Of course I would" he said smiling

"So let's do a pinky promise" I said holding out my pinky he took with his own pinky

"I Kurenai Sohma would promise to stay with Oni-San forever" I said smiling brightly

"I Kureno Sohma would promise to stay with my baby sister forever" he said smiling liar I thought

"I'm not a baby" I said pouting

"A cute baby" he said pinching my pinch both of us laughed

One day I was sleeping silently in the couch I was was alone in the house Kureno is still in school so I was alone I heard someone playing the piano

I went there I saw her playing the piano perfectly the tune was amazing her beautiful brown hair dancing in the wind

I saw her tears while playing it. Her tears where endless it was a cry for agony

I see her pain the pain in her chest. The misery she has been holding deep in her heart. I was clueless of why she was crying so the younger me went towards her

"Mama why are you crying?" I reach my hand out for her but she immediately slapped it away at me

"You" she said glaring daggers at me

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT" She yelled at me

"I NEVER WANTED YOU" She said and started messing all the books in the room throwing it at me

I kept crying the books are hard so it would hurt a lot

"STOP!!" someone yelled he immediately carried me and went straight to our room he locked the door

"Are you ok" He asked kneeling to match my height. Holding my cheek with his warm hands

"Oni-San did I made mama cry" I said still crying