I was walking to a certain destination to the Sohma's main estateMy whole body is trembling
I feel so anxious
Every step makes me feel afraid
I was nowhere near the gate because of how slow I walk
I tried to walk faster
But I suddenly feel horrible so I puked at the side of the wall
No one would realize it right?
I'm mentally apologizing to Kakeru for puking the breakfast he made for me
I have been walking for hours because of how slow I walk
It really took me 10 minutes to get here with my normal speed
And here Iam at the main entrance the gate is big that made me feel so small
I took a step forward
I got flashbacks of what I experienced here all of the bad memories
I was going to the main house I saw a maid
"Kurenai where have you been?" she asked concerned
"I was somewhere far from here" I answered her with no emotion
"All of the zodiac members are inside will you join them?" she asked
"No I will wait for them to come outside" I said
She went on her way
Well that was weird
If I said that they would be forcing me to go inside
I was at the balcony
I was shivering
I think I'm shivering from fear or from the cold
Both I guess
I was listening to the conversation inside eventhough my curse broke my sense of hearing is still amazing
Akito is apologizing for all the trouble and pain she caused
She revealed her true identity as a woman
I'm glad for her
I never blame her from anything she is hurting inside
I was still shivering from fear and from the cold
All of the zodiac members got outside when they saw a familiar red her girl they all knew
I look at them I had an eye contact of certain black haired girl when I saw her all of the guilt wash through me
I feel even worse than before
I passed through the others
When I was in front of the black haired girl
I kneel down all of them are confused of what I did
"I'm sorry" I said tears falling through my eyes
"It's all my fault" more tears fell down
"I was the one who knew you were trapped at the in the cat's place but I kept my mouth shut because I'm to weak" All of them are shock at my sudden confession
"I'm a coward I had no guts to tell anyone about your well-being even though all of them are worried I'm sorry I couldn't protect you I had no choice" I said I was having a mental break down
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Childish
FanfictionKurenai Sohma possessed with the fox zodiac Her world changes when he met a certain brown hair boy A girl with a mysterious past Secrets would be revealed Heartbreak and sadness When will the pain would stop I do not own fruits basket it is rig...