All those stupid Instagram accounts, talking about how besties supposedly are, well for me it all discounts, because it all sounds so bizarre.
yes, we are supportive and fun, some days we're full of bliss, we are each other's the one, but it's not always like this
because in reality, most days it's all about the fights, not every time is full of quality, sometimes it's about the sleepless nights.
we're not always happy for their success, because our life has become a mess. we do things because we're jealous cuz after all no one is that selfless.
sometimes we have to act fake, or avoid each other and even lie, because everyone deserves a break, we all have our own ache.
sometimes we see ourselves in dryland, fucked up as we're in our own way, which they can't understand, so we just hope to make it through that day.
somedays we feel so left out, that we spread negativity and hate, and every moment's truth becomes a doubt, while we struggle to breath over the drowning weight.
yes, that's how best friends can be, dark, struggling and unbearably hurtful, fucked up, depressed and resentful, cuz our hearts carry pain such like the endless abyss of a sea.
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Hope you can relate. There's no such thing as 'perfect best friends' :)
