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-I want to write poems on you with my lips-
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Day by day we grew closer by now i was way too attached to let all of this go especially with the kids they were so precious
Me and jungkook spent most of the time together at the parks sometimes the restaurant's we even had family movie night from time to time which only made my heart swell with unstoppable adoration
Not once did i ever ask about ara i was scared that if i brought up the touchy subject we would end up back at square one wasting all the progress i made
Or maybe i was scared that i was just a distraction when he probably still loved his wife
I didn't want that nor could I accept it
Another thing that's been bothering me is the dangerous desire i have for that man
There would be times that my thoughts of love would turn into burning lust or that he wouldn't refuse my lingering touches when it's best that he should
Im scared to make the first move
What if i do then he backs out of it in the middle or what if i'm not enough to satisfy him i mean he did have kids with a woman and i don't have all the parts included like one
Im nothing but used and disgusting at that i have a past with many men that i wish to change knowing that I can't
"Tae baby are you sure your okay, lately you've been a bit off did i do something?" Jungkook stroked my face eyes lit with concern i hated that i made him worry so much
I grab his hand softly to kiss it "you know if you keep frowning your face would only get more wrinkles kooks" i said but that only made him frown more
"Papa! Me and taeho found a family of ducks come look" sumire called out for him
"Go on love I'll go get us some ice cream ok" i was getting ready to get up but before i could kookie pulled me closer pecking me on the lips ignoring the angry stares we got from all the other parents
"Remember i love you and i want banana don't forget the chocolate sprinkles either" everything thing he did only made me love him even more every which way
"Of course darling how could i forget your unhealthy obsession with bananas and i love you too now go before mire calls out to you again" watching kookie play with the kids was always the highlight of my day my baby was such a good father
Im so proud of him really
Yet i still don't understand why would him and his wife break up?
I mean weren't they happy in love at one point?
Did they split up because of a disagreement or was i that reason?
I know that situation was soon to be a serious conversation that we needed to have but i still can't over that what if he tells me he still loves her
