prison love // mariano castano

t w e n t y f i v e

2 years later
Third person pov
TW: mention of suicide

There stands Mariano, two years since he saw the love of his life, he didn't know if she was dead or even possibly alive. The thought of her creeps on him every night in his dreams and reality in which he can't do nothing but cry. He fell into deep depression and even tried to commit suicide a few times.

Within the past 2 years since his jail sentence was over, he managed to buy his own apartment but felt very empty and lonely in it, he hasn't been interested in anyone nor has he had sex with anyone else. He kept in contact with Mattia only and even he heard no updates from Isabella.

He rarely gets out of bed or even showers at that matter, he wanted to live this lifestyle with her, with her waking up on his chest in the morning, giving her breakfast in bed, going on movie and dinner dates.. but he couldn't have it

It was day 778, he would journal the days and his feeling which ended up in the paper getting wet and tearing, today he had a shower after a week, he would just sleep off the days so he wouldn't have to live it instead, he would only get up if he had to use the bathroom or eat something, other than sleeping he would watch netflix.

Reluctantly today, he felt a little better than most days and decided to be productive. He took a nice long shower then brushed his teeth, as he was looking for fresh clothes he noticed how messy and disgusting the place looked so he got up and started picking up clothes, piling them into a laundry basket

After 3 hours of cleaning up he felt a lot better due to having more space in his fairly large apartment. As he was going through paperwork and throwing most of it away a new song shuffled through his speaker..

play song if you want <3

He didn't think much of it at first and continued doing what he was doing until he heard the lyrics

"I know it hurts sometimes but you'll get over it"

"You'll find another life to live
I swear that you'll get over it"

"And I know you're sad and tired
You've got nothing left to give
You'll find another life to live
I know that you'll get over it"

And with that, something got triggered in his brain and his eyes began to swell up with vicious tears, once again his pain turned into anger, he started throwing random shit he could find, he threw a vase across the room while it shattered into a million pieces like how he felt in that moment.

He couldn't take his pain and anger for any longer so he dialed Mattia's number

{Italics = mar}
{Bold = mattia }

"Hey man how are you"

"I need your help"

"Yeah of course, hey are you crying"

"That doesn't matter right now, meet me on south street in 10 minutes, wear all dark clothing, bring your car and don't tell anyone you left"

"Mar what is going on are you ok"

"I'll explain everything soon just please"

"Alright see you there"

call ended 10:03pm

Mariano ran to his closet to change into dark clothes, once they were on he grabbed a backpack and stuffed into it two ski masks, flashlights, duck tape, a gun, knife, spare clothes, gloves and two pairs of dark shades.

Once he had everything he needed he zipped up the bag, slipped on some shoes and sprinted out of his apartment to south street.

Once he got there he saw Mattias car so he got in,
"Mar what are we doing" he opened his bag filled with all the things that needed to be done tonight

"I need to kill alejandro.. and i need your help"

a/n: not me being active lmao