Taaron Ki seher

To close yet too far

This update for
Dipanwita1,
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All the raya fan who voted and comments for this story .. I know I don't get enough votes or comment that's y I don't feel motivated to write further .. but few my genuine raya fan who really pushed me to complete this story I m writing for them ..
hope you guys enjoy this chapter also
This is unedited part I wrote it a short time , ignore grammatical mistake ..

Ram is lost in his own world , from last night he is feeling disturbed. Every time he tries to close his eyes or trying to divert his mind , her beautiful teary  eyes flashback in front of his eyes .. Her tear , her unknown pain which he noticed in her beautiful eyes making him feel miserable.. He never feels like this for anyone . This is something new for him, and how could he forgot the baby .. a little bundle of joy , his mind and heart taking him to previous night incident.. how the bundle of joy hugs him , how he was holding her .. how her eyes tried to convey so many stories .. his chain of thought broke when his cell phone buzz out loudly .. Looking at the mobile screen , he does not feel to receive the call..  he declines the call and keeps his phone into Air mood  
" sorry Radhika , I know I m doing wrong with you , but I need sometimes for my self to hold back my emotions " he murmurs himself ..

Riya is sleeping in her lap.. Priya's back is resting on the headrest board and Priya is caressing riyas hair .. looking at riya a lone tear rolls down from her eyes ..  She never thought that life will be so cruel with her .. Her parents never loved her , she was a burden for them always ... her life changed completely when Ram stepped into her life .. Ram comes into her life like a blessing, he loved her he adores her .. he gave her all the happiness in the world .. every hour every minute every second that she has spent with ram still so fresh in her heart .. she still can feel his touch his breath his kisses  in her body .. She never thought that her happiness will be so small .. why always god chosen her for given her all the pain in the world , is she deserves this life? Is she so bad that she can't lead a normal life or she can't get her husband love ? Is riya deserved this life ? What's her daughter fault ? Why she is growing up without her dad ? All of those question giving her headaches, closing her eyes she is trying to divert her mind ..
Her heart knows her so well ..
her heart takes her to a memory lane ..

Priya comes out from the washroom, water is dripping from her curls long hair , golden color chiffon sharee is hugging her body like a second skin .. backless black blouse is making her look sexy yet gorgeous.. her hair is resting on her right shoulder .. the room fills with jasmin fragrance which her body spreading.. Priya looks at the bed ram is sleeping on his tummy .. his shirtless back is making him looks so tempting.. his half body is covered with the silk duvet .. priya soo wanted to goes near him and loving him again till  her energy drains out .. thinking her fascination priya bits her lower lips and smile shyly.. She puts shindoor in her hairline , a small red bindi making her looks more adorable.. deep black Khoil making her eyes more attractive and beautiful.. her eyes notice the speaker, taking its in her hand she connected its with her cell phone and plays her most favorite song " Mile Ho Tum Hamko bare nasibose"looking at the mirror for a last time priya goes near ram .. sitting near his head .. she is looking at him .. the lyrics that is playing on the speaker is the exact word to describe her feeling .. feeling her warmth near him , Ram moves and place his head and place it on her lap .. his hand hugging her waist .. Priya is stroking his hair .. she is feeling emotional. The song is making her emotional.. before she stops her tear it's roll down and fall into ram face .. feeling the water drop ram opens his eyes and look at his wife ... " hey what happened, why r u crying? Ram gets up and sits
Hurriedly , his back is touching  onto the headrest board .. " I m not crying ram " "
Don't lie priya , I see tear in ur eyes , tell me na baby why r u sad ? Priya snuggles with him , placing her head above her chest , her hand is rested on his shoulder .. " I m not sad ram .. I m happy .. I feel blessed ram .. I have done something good in my life that's y God send u in my life .. I love u soo much ram " ram hug her more tightly and whispered " I love u more sweetheart " " btw priya u r looking damn sexy, I so wanted to make love with you again " hearing this a shy smile plays in corner of her lips ..
" but U know what u r looking so gorgeous I don't want to spoil ur look so I want to take u one of my favorite place"  give me 15 minutes I will be ready saying this ram hurriedly goes to the washroom..