feels so good || b. chilwell

eleven

MID JANUARY 2021

mase
you nervous mate?

chilly
nervous for what?

mase
we play liecester next
you're going back home

chilly
Oh right
now I am

mase
you weren't before?

chilly
honestly forgot about it

mase
elle still ignoring you?

chilly
honestly feels like she disappeared

mase
you talk to kai?

chilly
no, dont really want to overstep

mase
I don't think it's anything terrible cause Kai is still speaking with you. Any good brother would beat you up if you did something bad

chilly
thanks for the vote of confidence

mase
🥶

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dummy
you ever going to tell me what happened between you and ben?

elle
nothing happened?

dummy
he asked me if you were upset with him or anything. I told him I didn't know. I barely knew you two stopped talking.

elle
but nothing happened

dummy
so why did you two stop talking

elle
It was getting too close, I was just too comfortable and I didn't like it

dummy
you're kidding right? like that isn't the reason

elle
it is

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INCOMING CALL FROM dummy
ACCEPT | DECLINE

"You couldn't have texted me what ever you have to say?"

"No, because you need to hear this and look me in the face when I say it. You are scared of relationships, no matter how much you binge watch romantic comedies or cry when you see old couples, you are scared to be that vulnerable with someone and that's fine, but you can't keep hurting yourself when you leave someone and then blame them for your pain."

"I never said I blamed Ben."

"He thinks it's his fault you ghosted him, and he really likes you, so it hurt him."