-My Love, Assorted Poetry-

-you are nightmare-

-Warning, this poem contains heavy themes of self loathing and emotional/verbal abuse. Proceed as you will if this content is not sensitive to you.-

Blood dripped down from your lip again today,

You cried as you tried to tell them you were okay.

Mocking,

Measly,

It's nothing much.

You reel under your own touch.

They say they love you,

They act like they hate you.

And you don't even know,

What atrocity you owe.

Everything hurts and everything is numb,

You refused to be any bloody bit fun.

They saw the blood and mocked your tears,

They'd laugh even more if they saw your stupid fears.

Their words are harsh and your head is worse.

Just carry us away in a fated and welcomed hearse.

Why go on when it seems everyone wants you done?

These prickly feelings of frantic disillusionment that you've gone and won.

You are annoying when unsleeping,

You are lazy when you are dreaming,

You are burden when blood is gleaming.

You are problem when you hurt,

You are hurt when you are problem.

I am nightmare,

You are nightmare,

We are all afraid.

I am sorry,

You are too,

But neither of us can forgive.

I hate you,

You hate me,

I hate myself.

My worth is void and yours is certainly no wealth.

Narcissistic nightmare,

Sleezy little stupid stare,

I am dying stop it please,

You are dying without ease.

But now we shall vow to bow today,

Silence to the things we wish we could say.

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