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Though he didn't make an effort to talk about, it became clear through certain actions that he had a case of OCD. Fortunately over the years, Jasper was able to get a hold of it, wind down and not get easily frustrated. But that didn't mean he stopped cleaning his weapons five times ten times over, folding his clothes over and over, placing the silver wear a certain way, etc. It was a rather odd sight to see the man who had such a messy style of fighting as a hunter have such a, at times, extreme case of ocd.
But there were times that it was really bad. The five to ten times turned into hours of redoing the same exact thing, sometimes most of the night. It could take him nearly three hours fixing his fork/knife before he even touched his food, or perhaps worst of all when it all happened in public. For JJ, these were the moments that made him feel worst of all, feeling like he could break at any moment. And often times he did, either becoming angry or frustrated with himself or simply letting tears fall from those memorizing blue eyes of his. But perhaps the hardest thing was he couldn't hide this from you— and possibly for the first or maybe multitude of times, tonight he was having a very difficult time at dinner but he was trying to pull through for you.
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