ᴅᴇʙᴀᴛᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ

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''Get up y/n you'll be late for school'' my mum shouted from downstairs. I hurriedly woke up ''not again ugghhh''. I took a shower and prepared the clothes for today.

 I took a shower and prepared the clothes for today

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(Nothing fancy cuz am lazy)

My phone rang now for the fifth time. I picked it up and it was none other than Chan.

Chan : hey nerd why weren't you picking up?

Me : i was getting ready chan if it wasn't for your call i would've had my breakfast by now

Chan : Yea as if.....now get the hell out in five minutes otherwise I'll leave

Me : yeah just give me 5 minutes I'll be there in 10 minutes....

Chan : hey hey hey....

'Cranky ass' how did i even fell for this child....
I went out and there he was. Looking Stunning as always. It took me ten brief minutes to observe his beauty.

 It took me ten brief minutes to observe his beauty

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''Earth to y/n?'' Chan said breaking my me time. We got into his car and here goes nothing ''Why were you so late ?'' He asked. ''Why so many questions?'' i replied. ''well I've been waiting for like twenty minutes so can't i just ask ?'' He said. ''Well you've been a cranky ass but did i ever asked why?'' I fought back. As far as i know him he will start a wholesome fight now ''what I've never been cranky'' here he goes....
''Oh my gosh Chris just cut the crap and drive'' i sighed. ''Oh don't Chris me'' he said. He is soooo freaking annoying he gets on my nerves sometimes but he is lucky that i love him otherwise if there was someone else on his place i would've killed'em. I didn't argue much cuz i know where it is going.
We reached school and parted ways. I met with chloe and another nagging session is going to start.
''Hey gurl didn't i told you to move on ? Why are you still seeing him ?'' Here she comes. ''He came to pic me up chloe its not a big of a deal we always come together and please its not like I'm seeing him cm'on'' i said. ''Look y/n I'm worried about you. He will never know about your feelings unless you confess him. Get yourself some courage gurl and tell him.I know your a fighter and you can do it'' she is right where is the fighter who i once used to be?
''I'm scared chloe what if i lose my friendship?'' Even if i want to confess am hella scared of losing him. ''Again the same damn thing. See its either you confess or you move on the choice is yours cuz i don't like to see my only bestfriend crying her heart out every night thinking about a guy who is regardless of her feelings. I mean what's the point ? You'll regret later when some other girl will take your man from you and then try to tell the same thing that you were scared of losing him.'' She was right. She was always right. It's me who is a coward. I know that is why i had no answers to whatever she was saying.
Throughout my whole entire life I've been a fighter who has always fought for whats her but in case of Chan i become timid. I go numb in front of him. My mind stops working whenever I'm with him. It's so obvious everybody know's how i feel then why can't he? Or is he pretending?

𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 (𝓑𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝔁 𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻)Onde histórias criam vida. Descubra agora