Reflection (Namjin and Vminkook fanfiction)

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The day has finally come to meet up with Felix.

Christopher had asked Namjoon to meet up with the younger since the blond seems to have some questions.

What happened a couple days ago was never talked about. The platinum-haired came back to his reason and ran out without further warning.

Since then both ignore everything that happened, faking oblivion so neither one asks anything.

Namjoon did notice the relationship between Changbin and Seokjin change.

The usual flirting wasn't happening, the touching was barely there.

What happened?

Once Lee Jr. enters the kitchen again, Namjoon takes the opportunity to ask.

"Hey Binnie, what's wrong with y'all?" The brunette just shrugs with his shoulders.

"Couple days ago I made my move like I always do but he declined, I insisted because I thought he was messing with me, Jr. is very good at that. But things escalated and I'm guessing he's angry. " hearing the younger talk about Seokjin has become a habit nevertheless the older can't get used to it.

Hearing another man talk about the love of his life pains him dearly.

"You should have stopped then Changbin. Everyone has their limits and boundaries, you can't expect everyone to be like you." Changbin looks at him, furrowing his brows.

"First, I didn't stop because he likes to be a tease. He likes to play hard to get mostly, so I just took the bate. Second, what do you mean 'like me'?" To emphasize his words, the smaller crosses his arms.

"You're very open sexually, Jr. doesn't seem like a wild guy." Namjoon continues his work, cleaning the counter with a wet cloth.

"Believe me when I say he's not sh-" the sound of a bell cuts the youngster's voice, letting Felix' one take the whole space.

"Hello there mate! How have you been?" Namjoon cracks a dimpled smile, leaving the cloth on the spot and leaving the counter.

"Let's sit Felix. I've been good." The platinum-haired points at a wooden table to their right.

"That's good." The younger sits down, unzipping his black jacked and hanging his purse on the back of the chair.

On awkward silence starts to forme when the blond takes the first step.

"I wanna talk about my brother Lee Jr." The force and determination in his words made the older shiver.

Somehow he feels threatened.

"Ask away Felix." The younger clears his throat and rests his tiny hands on the table.

"What makes you think he's the reincarnation of the deceased Kim Seokjin?" Eventhough it's a fundamental question Namjoon senses the other's reluctance for the answer.

The younger seems to know it but not want to believe it.

Namjoon looks down to his fidgeting hands.

What should I say?

It's a very delicate topic, the older hasn't recovered fully from going back to that place.

The mirror lies to near, like Namjoon can perceive his reflection reaching out for him.

"Tell me all about it Namjoon, no need to hold back." The smooth voice of the blond reassures him.

Not looking up the older lets his heart speak its mind.

"I loved Kim Seokjin. No scratch that, I still love him. He was my first actual boyfriend. When I met him ... it was just like coming home. As if my heart had been waiting for that man its whole life." Namjoon reaches for the table, lying his hands flat on the surface.

His eyes looking at nothing in particular.

"We met here, right here at the bar. From that day on I knew I had to fight to have that man. And so I did." The platinum-haired locks eyes with Felix.

The younger nodding for him to continue.

"When I asked him to be together...he was insecure. I didn't know it at the time but his body just like his soul were damaged. He was hurt in a way not even my love could heal." The younger leans back, his expression blanc.

"On his first anniversary when we were together ... he told me all about it. He ... he ... he was torture and raped by his father. His mother knew but did absolutely nothing about it."

Felix expression can't be described enough. His face dropped with realization and despair. Tears already forming in his eyes.

"Those scares he carried with him made our relationship very difficult to say the least. He would always back down, always doubt his worth and I could only do so much. Until one day ... it was enough." Namjoon didn't notice while talking yet his cheeks were wet just like Felix'.

"He died to free me from responsibility. He died to help me find someone else." The younger looks away, almost ashamed.

Why?

"You're brother Felix, he's ... exactly like him. When I first saw him ... physically they're identical." Namjoon wipes his falling tears with his hand, trying to contain himself.

"When I got to know your brother better ... the similarities are undeniable. His personality is the same, his laugh, his way of looking after others, of being open to new people. He's the same Seokjin ... but this time without scars. He's so immaculate, so innocent, so fragile." No matter if the older wipes the tears, they will still fall down his face.

"Kim Seokjin died to free me but truth is, our souls weren't made to be apart. He killed himself because of the most selfless reason yet destiny had other plans. You're brother possess his soul. Fate, God whatever you wanna call it gave us another Seokjin." Namjoon needs to take some time to breath, to sniff his nose.

Felix reaches his hands to the older's and holds them, squeezing them to prove his presence.

"I've denied it for to long Felix. I tried not to love him, I tried to push him away, to ignore this feeling. But if I free him, if I let him meet other people, won't I be exactly like Kim Seokjin?"

The blond looks to his eyes and doesn't let the other look away.

"You don't need to push him away anymore. You're souls are made to be with each other. Nothing should stop you."

Namjoon stands up and the shorter understand right away what he needs.

He stands up likewise and embraces the older.

"I'm in love with your brother Felix, I'm in love with Lee Seokjin. No matter the circumstances, no matter how he changed through this life. I'm in love with his soul."

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Question of the day

Tell me a story y'all know that had soulmates in it (real or fiction)

Hope you liked it my Moonchildren 💜 😊

PS. Next is gonna be Vminkook proposal 😬