Staring at the blank ceiling of my room...
thinking what if's in my mind
Like, what if I didn't leave him behind?
What if I choose him over our family's feud?
What if I'm not that coward to show my love for him?
Pano kung...
Pano kung pinaglaban ko siya?
Ilan lamang iyan sa mga tanong na araw-araw bumabagabag sakin.
Mga tanong na may bahid ng pagsisisi.
Bumangon ako mula sa pagka higa at tumungo sa bintana ng aking kwarto.
Ngayon ko lang namalayan na malapit na mag bukang liwayway
I used to love sunrise.
I used to admire the rose pink light of dawn.
But not until he changed my perspective that day when the first sunlight in the sky appeared.
Not until he left me in the middle of dawn.
"I hate you for ruining my morning everyday" wika ko habang umaagos sa aking mata ang mainit na likido.
Kahit na alam kong wala akong karapatang magalit.
Kahit na alam kong wala akong karapatang umiyak at masaktan.
After all I deserve this...
I deserve this for breaking him.
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Before you continue reading my story, I want to apologize first in case you'll encounter misspelled words, incorrect punctuation, wrong grammar, and typographical errors ahead of this. I'm still new in this track and still lack on experience and knowledge, so please bear with me. I would be glad if you will correct me for I'm still working on it. I would also like to spread my gratitude for those who'll appreciate and support my story till the end. God bless you all <3
Enjoy reading!
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