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you break up with them

(This one is pretty long but i honestly wanted sadder...        ( ' ~ ' ))

(Requested)

~Nick

~when you said those five simple words he froze

~he didn't want this

~he really cared and loved you

~what did he do wrong

~he wanted to know

~but no words would come out

~his throat was dry

~he couldn't speak

~when you left he broke down

~he couldn't stop the tears from falling

~he only had one question that might have made the slightest difference to how he felt

~"why..."

~he stopped caring

~his friends were worried

~he stopped eating

~he stopped sleeping

~his family was worried

~he could only think of you

~every night he'd cry himself to sleep

~for weeks

~hugging his pillow pretending that it was you

~it was the only thing besides you that could bring him the slightest bit of calm

~he still loves you

~Andrew

~"...w-what?"

~he felt as if his heart shattered

~he felt sick

~he could barely make out his words

~"w-why..."

~he just wanted an answer

~as the weeks past his friends and family noticed that he'd become quieter

~and depressed

~nothing seemed to bring him joy anymore

~not even jerking off

~most of his free time he would spend in his room

~with nick trying to cheer him up

~he'd lay in his bed

~doing nothing

~every time he would try to talk to you

~you'd make a dumb excuse to leave

~every time he saw you he felt broken

~Mathew

~"w-what?"

~he tried not to cry

~he loves you

~so why?

~why would you leave him

~he tried to pretend not to care

~but you saw past it

~he became his old bitchy self

~he refused to admit it

~but he still loved you

~you were his weakness