Snapes sister - The Marauders Era

Unwanted truth

He hated her.

He hated the way she tilted her head back when she laughed.

He hated the way she was always so happy with a smile on her face.

He hated the way she was so perfect.

James Fleamont Potter hated Cecilia Prince.

She was so perfect that he felt as if it was a crime.

No one should be that perfect it was inhumane.

She was everything he wanted and more.

Yet that could not be, he would remind himself.

So instead of loving her, he chose to hate her.

How he hated himself for it.

Hating someone you love is a bitter sweet feeling.

It makes you want to scream on the top of your lungs till you pass from exhaustion.

How could anyone hate her when she was just so damn perfect?

How could he hate her because she was just so damn perfect?

He knew how.

He couldn't betray Lily.

Yes that's it, he would tell himself.

He WAS in love with Lily, she would come around and they would get married and live a happy life.

Yes that was how it was always meant to be.

James and Lily Potter...but what if?

What if it wasn't James and Lily Potter?

What if it was James and Cecilia Potter?

That sounded nice.

It gave him butterflies.

It made him happy.

And oh how he hated how it made him happy.

Because why would she go for the guy that bullied her brother?

Why would she choose James when Lily wouldn't?

He was confused and he hated it.

His life had always been one way now there was a whole other path he never even dared enter.

And for what?

Could he?

Would he?

For her?

For her.

(I'm going to re-write the current chapters, this was one of my first books and it's really messy and all of the place. I write differently now and have improved and I don't wanna discontinue the book. It may take time but I will finish it don't worry. Thanks for the patience.)