Shopping Mall

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HER POV:

Why does my heart break so much whenever i go out?
Bringing all that brokenness of mine, out from my heart's coffin again,
seeing him and her together,
I really feel like a ghost with unfulfilled desires, wishing i was "alive" someday,
I come home, i look back, behind the windows of my room, eyes lone, alone i cry,
the pain in my chest grows even more
asking, screaming, when will it go away,
praying when will i go away.

They say nature heals, songs heal, people heal, Time is the best healer,
But what to do if my underrated love was stronger than everything which could heal.

He makes her roam through places
We could have talked through,
Walking through memories
Of dreams gone all blue.

He's happy as I wished and she is now cherished
My fragile face is rinsed, value of tears perished.

He holds her tight, She hugs him back
Now I'm forced to survive the sight
with a heart left broken black.

He's staring such beautiful eyes
So pearl-like, of his wife,
Unlike my ugly terrible cries
Which can't accept my life.

He picks up dresses, watches her in it;
While my sight dazes and hearts stop to beat.

He passes by me without a single moment of his eyes on me
Expectations hurt when among both, I'm still the only stuck on him.

I find a dress and make me wear
My body feels numbs, i can't feel the touch,
I wanna hug my teddy bear
But my face drowns again, as he's no more here.

Now i lie here all numb;
Unable to move, I'm so dumb.

Now as he's gone after buying her dress
I'm here left like a fallen queen in chess.

People are suckers for beauty
Maybe that's my mistake i didn't realise.

In the mall where they buy the trending beauty
I'm thrown away like a discarded boring dress.

This "modern" world is a shopping mall
A place where an old heart is always sold for buying another new
Golden heart full of lust and money
Who even cares which one is true?

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