I'm not allowed to die now
But I am to die someday
I'm not allowed to decide to live how
But I am to keep living the same day
Everyday were the same
Though attires and savours changed
Family to colleagues and back
Dreams to reality and trance
Was I cursed like in groundhog day
Or did I curse myself by not being selfish
As I had a chance to, I had a choice to
Leave this time loop of restrained life
I believed it was my responsibility, my calling
To stay in this maze and save each and everyone out
I could've easily escaped and broken this spell anytime
But I feared of creating a new timeline
A timeline without my loved ones from the loop
But sadly they never wanted to break out from this hoop
This loop of culture and tradition
This hoop of ego and resentment
I keep dreaming of a long walk
Where I see new sights everyday
Circle this earth and return to where it all began
And die in peace one day
Lishid Mohamed
