he hates me .

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"and because i fell makes me werid ? , look at me what ? bitch look at you . if you wanna talk about looks " i speak up

" i look so much more better bb " she says

" if that makes you feel better , sure ." i laugh

" ur getting me mad , get up and fight me " oh she has balls now . bet

" bet " i get up and make my way to her

before i even get to throw a hit a hand i recognized goes around my waist

swings me across the room , making me fall hard

it was mattia , he throws me out his way so he can check if shes okay

" you always do the most y/n , god ur annoying ! " he gets all mad

" bro she started with me . how am i doing the most ?!" i get in his same tone

dont cry dont cry

" i had enough , sit down before you all go to the office ." mrs. k says

(bitch wym you had enough , it took you up to now to call them out )

" mattia and katie thats unacceptable "

" dont ever make anyone feel less of what they are "

" y/n are you ok ?" she asks me

" yeah im fine " i look at her and make my way back to my seat

" now class will end soon , plan out with ur partners what youll be working on today , i want these back before friday " she says

i let out a tear on my paper

mattias pov

i went to class late to find everyone focus on their papers talking to a partner i guess

except y/n she was alone and working hard on her paper

she looks so beautiful

" mattia ur lateee " teacher calls out

i make eye contact with y/n

" were working on racism project .. , ur partner is ... y/n ! "

as i much as i didnt mean it , i said

" theres no way in hell i will work with her " i say and give her a ugly look

she looked kinda hurt

i hate acting this way , i dont hate her

im in love with her

i made everyone think i hate her

since they all love me , they act that way as well

thats why she only hangs out with bella

her and katie some girl thats been begging me to fuck her , go back and forth

y/n gets up , y/n can fight but i went along and threw her out my way

i threw her hard .. , i can tell it hurt her physically and mentally

it hurt me mentally

mrs.k called me out and i had to make my way to my seat

which was next to y/n

i seen her drop a tear , it broke me inside

i keep hurting her

back to y/ns

i turn to mattia wiping my tears away , making sure he didnt see

i didnt want to talk to him at all

but i had to , to pass this calss

" um , where are we working on this ?"

" on what " he looks into my eyes for the first time

" the project " i say

" oh right , my house i guess . you know  ur way . be there after school " he says annoyed

the day goes by and i finish all my classes , i make my way to my locker to get all my things and see bella there opeing hers

" hey love , shit u ok ? " she looks at me

" no , i almost fought a katie bitch and i got threw cross the room by mattia " i look at her smiling

" what ?! he threw you y/n ? " she gets mad

" yeah since i was going to hit some katie girl , he threw me out his way " i say

" wtf is going on with him ?" she asks

tbh..