he hates me .

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hiii im back :) , thank you for the votes and for having this book place #98 on mattia ! i love you all <3 more parts are on the way enjoy ❤.

2 months later ...

ever since that day , i stopped talking to mattia . it wasnt much different since we never really talked since he "hated" me . it hurt so bad watching him walk away and admit to liking me .

something i always been wanting to hear just not the way i wanted it to go

im still hurting because all i do is replay that moment in my head , i walk by him everyday and we just stare into each others eyes , so much pain in them

bella .

me and bella been the same with each other she makes me so happy , i love her so much . she knows how i feel about this all so she trys her best to make me feel better

her and ale are dating !! their so cute , but ofc since thats mattias bestfriend i hear about him too , it doesnt bother me tho i hope hes good .

todays friday :)

i came back from school and got into the shower because im hot 😭

i get out the shower and change into some shorts and a bra just to be comfortable

my mom did end up coming home for a month , we had fun but it came to an end :( since her work called again , i hate her job but she loves it so its whatever

new message

bell - hey bitch ! im coming over 😏

me - ok daddy 😘😘!

bella stays over at house since im mostly alone , i enjoy it shes fun

since her and ale are dating i been invited to a lot of things but since mattia goes , i stay home to make it less awkward

"we are hereeee ! open the door !! " i hear bella yell since i left my window open

we ? whos we ?

"cominggg " i yell back

i open the door and see her , ale , and kai

oh thats we ..

ale and kai found out what happen so they try to come over and make sure im good

something is off tho .. like if their up to something

" go up to your room and wait for me with the door close !" bella yells out

"o-" i get cut off by kai and ale pushing me so i can walk faster

" ok ok , i got it " i walk inside and close the door

a few minutes after i hear a knock

i open the door to see all them smiling , and pushing someone front of me

"shit " i hear a familiar voice say , as the door shut close

mattia .

it was me on top of him

" umm shit my bad " i get up

" hi y/n " he gets up

" hi mattia , did you know about that ?" i ask

" no , did you ?" he asks

" nope " i say and sit down as he does the same

he looks into my eyes

" im so sorry , i really am y/n . it hurts me still to this day " he says i can tell he meant it

" i ended up liking you and i ran away from my feelings i always felt like you didnt like me so what i did was hate you , but i dont i love you so much "

" i always liked you mattia , i wanted to tell but you left and acted like a dick " i laugh

" im sorry y/n " he pulls me closer creasing my cheek looking into my eyes

i pull him closer , into a big hug

dont mind spelling mistakes <3