Yumi let's end this, I can't do it anymore, I'm no longer happy.
Wait what are you trying to say babe?
Don't call me babe, we're not in a relationship.
I'm used on calling you babe, why you don't like it now? Did I do something that's making you angry now?
Noooo Yumi it's just that I'm tired pretending, I, I don't want this ship thingy anymore, let's stop it now.
So you are just pretending, those gestures, those I miss you's, and those sweet words are not real? It's only for the ship?
Yes it's only for that damn ship, and I'm not liking it anymore. Because of that ship I can't like who I really like. And I can't go on a date because it will make our fans sad.
Can't we just give it a break, maybe, maybe you're just tired today, yeah babe? please.?
Yumi listen and please understand, even if we will continue this, it's not gonna work, I can't promise to be still the same Bianca of Biami.
Stop Bianca, stop okay if that's what you want, I won't push our ship now, but give me time, let's make them forget Biami slowly. I'm hurting babe, I thought we're real, how could you make me feel we're gonna be real, I, I've love you, I've really fallen in love with you.
No you don't love me, because it's me, you are only overwhelmed by the feelings from our fans.
How could you say that, you don't know how i really feel, it's me , it's my feelings Bianca.
Just stop Yumi, I'm done.
Okay then, I wont chase after you, this would be my first and last, hope you'll be happy, your happiness is my happiness always remeber that.
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Dance rehearsal today, but I'm to lazy to get up, Pano ko siya haharapin ng di maiiyak, I've been crying since that day. I'm so broken.
Napapansin na din siguro nila yung pagiging distant namin sa isa't isa ni Bianca. Kung hindi siya ang unang umaalis ako yung unang aalis. I'm trying so hard na umiwas, and when I'm alone I will cry my heart out.
My phone is ringing, kanina pa yan di ko na lang pinansin and close my eyes. Sanay naman na kayong palagi akong late. What's the difference now.
Aizzz its ringing again, mamitois tsk okay I'll get ready na, but I didn't answer my phone and just leave it there ringing.
I go to my bathroom and put water sa bath tub, can I just drown myself here so I wont the feel pain anymore?
And yeah nilubog ko yung sarili ko sa tub, goodbye everyone, goodbye my Biancakes I love you.
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Yah Bianca may problema ba kayo ni Yumi? She's in a total mess this past few weeks, Palagi siyang lutang, her eyes are so sad, parang anytime bigla lang siyang iiyak.
I dont know Fatima, why don't you ask her.
And why don't you?
I'm busy, after here I'm going for a photoshoot.
