Loving The Way Mountains Talk||HYUNSUNG

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Jisung Point of view

I dont know why I smiled its just i hated looking sad infront of him

I wanted to cry and i did cry a lot,

I thought we were fine but heck we are far from that

Running through the shower was my only option since my tears are begging me to let them down

Why cant our life just be a story

A plot 'enemies not until they took GOOD care of EACH OTHER' it was fine for me staying as friends

But we cant even talk to each other properly so how, i dont have the courage to speak up well as you may know

I am a man of fears....

And i hated it....

Not being able to express yourself, thinking what may others think, i hate over thinking especially when it was just bullshit to everyone...

I dont even think chan hyung wants me to be in the group, I wanted to leave just like what hyunjin hyung did but i dont think i can

I love seeing chan hyung make music

I love it when changbin hyung raps

I love it when minho hyung smiles

I love it when felix bakes brownies

I love it seungmin makes his weird noises

I love when I hear jeongins giggles

I love it when hyunjin smile at the other members

I heard a knock at the door it was irritating cause the knocking never stopped and it was loud

Even though my knees were still weak I had no stupid choice

Well it was minho-hyung well we share the same room ofcourse

"oh are you okay? you don't seem like one" minho-hyung snapped

Never thought he'll ask that well he always ask that to everyone so why not?

He suddenly hugged me a tight one to be exact I can't breathe but I hugged him back I want his comfort minho-hyung is so soft

Without noticing minho-hyung made the both of us sit on the bed without breaking the hug

He smiled at me I smiled back at him not knowing his intentions

"let's go eat lunch together the others already ate it's only us and hyunjin"

hyunjin why do I keep bumping ways to him I hate- him never thought I would but when I was in the shower I thought maybe hating him was the only option

Just why do i need to know hyunjin??
Only if god knows how much i hate him ughhh!!!

I followed minho-hyung down just to see the eating hyunjin

I sat down far away from him more like five chairs away from him, i mean its not that bad right??

Patience was the one i needed waiting too long for minho-hyung wasn't helping

I hate waiting well who does not?? A psychopath maybe??

I accidentally looked at hyunjins chair not knowing he left already

Well it's a good sign that he left.... Yes it is...

"yow sungie we have shooting stuffs to do after we eat so eat fast hmm?" minho-hyung says "it's like for stays i guess like uhm just like camping but in a big house then challenges as usual"

I sighed knowing we will do too much

'Hoping that you and I won't bump into each other'

After eating I got dressed and did stuffs I had to do I don't know how to do make up that's why I always go bare face

I got back down seeing minho-hyung and hyunjin laughing well it's just me and hyunjin who got into a fight so why would I get mad at minho-hyung

I waved when minho-hyung looked at me his smile is so precious

I dusted the non existent dust on my shirt then hold minho-hyungs shoulder signaling him that I was ready to leave

Oh God do you really hate me?

"hyunjin come with us we shouldn't get late" I just sighed when I see hyunjin nod

Why do he keep butting in again??  Right, he is my GROUPMATE  what the heck even is a groupmate

We got outside and waited for manager-nim to arrive

He arrived in about four to five minutes late but it's fine though

I sat at the front beside minho-hyung then hyunjin sat beside manager-nim

It was a short ride we can actually just walk but dispatch would think we are dating heck dispatch

We finally got into our destination well I already saw Felix running

It was nice seeing them

I think they are currently eating as I saw rice all over Felix's mouth

"Jisung hyung we have cheesecake" Felix said with clapping hands

It's such an honor to be called hyung it was nice hearing them say it

"where is it??" I asked wanting to eat the cheesecake their talking about

"Let's goooo" Felix is in a bright mood right now I don't know why but it doesn't matter as long as Felix is happy everyone is happy

Once we enter the house it was big but it look medium in the outside but I didn't know that it's this big in the inside

"hyung their at the kitchen lets gooo"

I followed where Felix is going it was a bright and beautiful room I thought it was the kitchen cause it had a fridge in it but I though wrong

We arrived at the kitchen seeing them eating was cute

Jeongin eating with his one bite skill
Seungmin singing day 6, Chan-hyung cooking more for us

I saw Felix hug changbin-hyung it wasn't out of the ordinary but the tension of the hug was different

It felt more romantic

"YAH han Jisung did you know that Felix and changbin-hyung are together!!!"

So that was why Felix was in such a good mood now I know

"it's a good thing I'm happy for them"

"thanks hyung you're the best I love you"

Well saying it was expected was an understatement but it was somehow like that

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