I guess andy woke up before me and decided to look at my wrist. He pulled back my sleeve and saw the wounds. I felt him roll me over and say Olivia fucking Biersack wake your ass up right now. I immediately woke up and said wat happened he got out of bed and I noticed tears in his eyes I said wat. He said I saw your wrist did u do that yesterday I looked at my wrist and looked away. I said how did u know he said babe because I had a feeling and I didn't want to believe it I got up and sat on the edge of the bed in front of him. He cried and said u promised though I said andy I know I'm sorry I started crying as well. He said hey don't apologize and he got on his knees and held my face. He said plz Don't apologize he said Olivia I need you so many people need you I said I know. He said plz stop and Don't continue this I said I promise I won't he said ok. I said I swear and promise my life I won't do it ever again and I pulled him towards me and kissed him he put his arm around me and held me tight. I didn't want to let him go he pulled back and looked in my eyes and said I love you so fucking much Olivia. I said me too Andy I love u so fucking much. I laughed against his lips he said wats funny I said remember the time I farted he laughed and said yea and laughed. A couple minutes later we got up and I held him close he didn't want to let go I said I can't believe I did that. We went to the restroom and he took anything I could harm my self with and either threw it away or put it to where I couldn't reach it. I said thanks andy he said of course I need my girl for a long time. We went downstairs to hang out with our parents my dad was off today they said everything ok we said yea. We sat down and andy whispered in my ear and said let me know if u think about hurting your self ok. I said ok and he kissed my head he even got in front of me and held my face. He said plz call or text if u need some one to talk to ok. I said ok what if your on tour he said I don't fucking care u call me and I will answer if I'm on stage ill try and call u back immediately after I said ok. He said I don't care if I'm halfway across the world if u say Andrew I need you I will literally drop everything just to be next to you. I said really he said yes really I love u that fucking much I said me too. He said good because I love u I said I love u too. We stayed wrapped up in each other's arms and took a couple pictures together. We were cuddling in his comforter on the couch I was on his lap and he kept making me laugh all day and it felt really good being happy and not sad. Me and Andy fell asleep on the couch his mom took a picture and they went to sleep as well.
