1 YEAR LATER:
It has been one year since me and Andy got married. We had a baby girl and named her Helena Rose Biersack she is extremely beautiful. Her eyes are bright like andys and she has his jawline we had her a couple months ago. It is weird knowing me and Andy are parents now our parents are extremely excited about it. She is absolutely adorable Andy has definitely been bonding with her a couple days ago Andy put her in his shirt and she fell asleep against him. I have a bunch of pictures of all of us. I remember when I found out I was pregnant me and Andy were extremely excited we both started crying because we both wanted to be parents. Helena turned a year old yesterday and I still can't believe she is already one me and Andy talked about having 2 or three kids I didn't mind at all. Being a mom is a little stressful sometimes Helena threw up on andy and I started laughing he said well shit that is no bueno his mom started laughing as well. Our parents have both been a really big help for me and Andy so we both don't get stressed out. I can finally have sex again but I'm scared lmao andy hasn't thought about it he has been too busy with Helena and he's going on tour again soon which is also kinda scary. My mom said she would come over and help me with her and that made me feel a lot better. I took a long hot bath a couple hours ago andy is chilling on the couch feeding Helena I'm chilling on the other couch watching andy. It sucks because I'm slightly jealous that andy is spending more time with Helena but that's what you get when you have a kid. Andy said hey babe you alright I said yea and smiled he laughed and said ok and continued feeding Helena. I started playing on my phone Cc and the others fell in love with her. Jinxx said our babies needed a play date and I laughed and said yea definitely. It's 5pm I'm cooking dinner andy is playing with Helena in the living room I'm just listening to music minding my own business andy had to go on tour soon unfortunately I was not excited. Andy had to leave Friday he was gonna be gone for a couple of months how typical I guess. I didn't mind I bit my lip and felt my heart race and my eyes started watering I didn't want him to leave but I knew he had to this is the life he choose. Me and Andy fell asleep at 10pm I was snuggled against his chest and he held me close to him and fell asleep against me.
