Cherry Kisses 🍒 || Chenji <3

"*°•.˜"*°• New start •°*"˜.•°*"˜

I slowly get out of the car. My belly is hurting and i feel like crying as i see the center. Not because it looks bad, it look very good like an hotel but you don't feel very great when you enter a center like this...

"Wait here my little Chenle." says the really nice miss that took me here. I decide to wait in front of the entrance. I take a look at the necklace that my mom gave to me before going to prison.

Suddenly i hear the door open. I see the nice miss but i see a tall boy next to her too. I guess it's another child from the center.
"Jisung please help Chenle with his suitcase!" she say and the boy quickly take the suitcase out of the trunk. I see the miss whispering something to the boy. The tall boy comes near me with bright red cheeks.

"H-hello, My name's Park Jisung...I'm uhm 17 and I'll be your roommate." he looks so cute.

"My name is Zhong Chenle! I'm 17 too and I'm happy to be your roommate!" At first i felt like crying when i entered the center but this boy made my day without even trying.

"You guys greeted each other?" we both nod and we then enter the giant building... As we enter i see a lot of people in the hallway whispering. "Your room is the room 127." i nod and she gives me my keys. I open the door and the room looks extremely simple yet very pretty. They must have a lot of money...

(what the room looks like but there's a bunk bed.)

"D-do you like your room?" i nod happily. "Sorry I didn't made your bed... and does it bother you if you sleep on the lower bed?" I shake my head as a no and he give me a soft smile.

I start to unpack my suitcase and my bags. I put the picture of my mom on my nightstand. "Is it your mom?" he ask as he points the picture. I nod and i feel the tears coming but i decide to hold back. "She's very pretty!" As i was about to speak i break down. "Oh I'm sorry i didn't want to make you cry..."
"It's not your fault..." i say as i wipe my tears. Suddenly i feel him taking my hand.
"You're not alone here, were a family! Can i be uhm... your brother?" I nod and hug him but i feel him flinch.
"Oh I'm sorry... I didn't mean to-" he just pull out and give me a weird smile.

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After Jisung made me visit the center i decide to go to the garden behind the center with him. When you see him for the first time he might look intimidating but he's actually a softie... We sit on the grass.

[🐥 POV]
My new roomates is so nice... He's so kind and his laugh is so cute... I have chocolate in my pocket and i don't know if i should give it to him or not. What if he's allergic? What if he hates chocolate? No! Jisung-ie you're a strong chick! I quickly take the chocolate out of my pocket and hand it to him. "Here!" My cheeks go red as i realize what I'm doing. "U-uhm i hope you like chocolate- i mean you're not allergic- wait no- are you allergic?" He quickly take the package off the chocolate and eats it. "Mmh~ This is delicious! I love it!" I blush slightly as he gives me a super soft smile.

I don't get how he can smile like that even tho he's here. I mean it's not hell here, but it's not heaven neither.
And secondly, he's not here for not reasons. He must feel really sad...

"Do i have chocolate on my face?" he says as he start wiping his face. I shake my head as a no. "Then why are you staring at me like that?!" he say as he chuckles. My cheeks go bright red.
Suddenly i feel something extra cold on my back. The one and only Jeno put some ice in my shirt. I can hear him and his best friend, Mark laughing.
"I'll go to the bathr-"
"Hey you!" shouts Chenle.
The two bullies turn around.
"Oh hi you're new?!" says Mark as he give Chenle a big smile.
"Shut up and listen to me! Why did you do this to my friend?" he says while making an angry face. He looked more like an angry puppy, it was so cute.
"Hey dolphin voice lower your voice a little bit. You don't know who you're talking to." says Jeno as he approach Chenle but the little boy didn't move an inch as the tall brunette approach him.
"I know who I'm talking to; 2 idiots that have nothing to do with their lives. I don't know go masturbate instead of annoying people!" he shouts as he take my arm and get up.

I can't believe he did this... How can a tiny person like him be that strong? I could've never do this...

"Jisung why didn't you said anything?! What if you get sick?"
I decide to stay quiet to ashamed to tell him that they're my bullies. How can a tall boy like me still have bullies and let them do? I'm so weak, I can't even protect myself...
Chenle become more calm when he see that i don't respond. Does he understand the situation? I don't hope so...

Chenle hand me a towel and i go to the bathroom to change. As i am changing i look in the mirror. I'm so skinny, the cuts on my arms are getting more visible, my bones are showing. I look horrible, disgusting, disturbing to watch. My arms have no muscles... I feel like crying everytime i see myself in the mirror. This body is disgusting to watch, i hate it.

I didn't realize i was crying until i felt a tear on my arm. I quickly wipe it and then put the shirt on.

a/n:
Just to make a quick not guys, I'm not body shaming Jisung here. Jisung looks perfect to me but I'm just writing what can go through someone's head when they feel insecure. Remember you are perfect just the way you are! <3