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•valeriabeene - turns out staying in nice hotels is expensive. anyone got a spare room 😏

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rudeth - depends where you are
^valeriabeene - la
^rudeth - ok i got you

user - why are you staying in a hotel 😭
^valeriabeene - i didn't buy my own apartment in la im sorry

austinnorth55 - missed chase's party smh
^valeriabeene - you are soo funny austin

jonathandavissoffical - i got one 😏
^valeriabeene - SHEESH
^jonathandavissoffical - idk how drew would feel abt it 🙄
^valeriabeene - he won't know 😏

madelyncline - im still confused about jd and val's friendship

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rudy
chase
valeria

chase
val
are u okay

valeria
yes dad
im ok

rudy
positive?

valeria
yes

chase
what happened with drewseph
he was gonna propose

valeria
i know
but i kept thinking about how many times i forgave him when i shouldn't have. i keep letting love get the best of me and im not using my brain. i don't feel safe.

rudy
im so sorry
we had no idea

valeria
neither did i
it's rough
and i miss him

chase
if you need anything we're here

rudy
we love you bae

valeria
i love you guys too

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it's difficult without drew, i'll be the first to admit. i know this is good for me. i have to keep telling myself that. this is healthy. i'm finally finding new things about myself. apparently, i'm really good at baking-- i never knew that.

my whole life i have been worried about the people around me and not myself. i always focused on my siblings and my mom. i never did anything for myself. then, i started dating drew and threw myself into the relationship. of course i wanted to be in a relationship with drew, but i wasn't paying attention to how deep down, i wasn't ready.

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