love & miss you so much grandma hugs.
you loved hugs, so much that me and your other great grandchildren started calling you "grandma hugs."
i haven't called you that in a while- I don't think anyone has actually. But it was mentioned at your funeral today how we all used to call you "grandma hugs."
i havent shown it that much but ever since i found out you passed away i have not been doing good.
it was only noticeable yesterday at the viewing of your body -too noticeable, might i add. i was hiding away in the lounge in the back of the funeral home 95% of the time cause i couldn't handle just looking at you in the casket.- it wasn't as noticeable today, considering i hardly cried. i guess i cried so much yesterday that i didnt have many tears for today😅
again, i miss you so much grandma hugs. even if i never really 'displayed' how much I love you -given that i dont like being hugged or just touched by people who i barely ever see, even if it's my family. kinda stupid honestly..- i just wish i would've visited you more.
Miss you grandma. ill always love you 🌸💞
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