Shades Of Regret 🔞 || A Kim Taehyung Fanfic

Chapter 28

Alani's POV

It was a difficult start of the day, first this bad migraine from last night's hangover and then that scene with Amy that I couldn't figure out.

"Amy was running late, so she couldn't say bye." I was pulled out of my thoughts by the deep voice booming in my ears.

I hummed without looking up as I clipped the suspender clings to my stockings.

I could see him leaning against the door frame, from the corner of my eye.

I couldn't figure out what I was feeling. A lot was going on in my mind. I didn't even know where my life was going since the past few days.

"What's your schedule today?" His voice was heard again as I stood up, sliding on my grey pencil skirt.

There were far too many questions in my mind that would pour out if I opened my mouth. Which is why I ignored his question and put on the white shirt over my bra, not buttoning it yet and walked towards the vanity table to look for matching earrings.

I know very well how frustrated he gets when he doesn't get words for an answer. Even though he himself doesn't answer most of my questions, I thought as I opened a small box revealing a pair of diamond studded earrings.

Suddenly a harsh grip pulled my wrist, causing the little box to fall on the ground with a thud.

"Tae." I let out, my voice slightly escalated. His face was just inches away from me and his hot breath tickled my skin.

He took a deep breath as if he was trying to hold himself back before he spoke. "What's wrong?" His eyes raked all over my face, his voice deep and breathy.

I looked everywhere but into his eyes, not uttering a single word. There was a painful silence in the room before he let go of my jaw and ran his fingers through his dark locks, sighing in frustration. "You know what?" He spoke again, his back facing towards me. "I don't care what's wrong now, I'm done putting in effort while you just dont."

I looked into his eyes, he looked unfazed, he was right, he didn't care but I do. All these days, living with him, not just living but spending all those little moments with him, I've grown so addicted to him. His love is my drug, I couldn't let him go but wouldn't begging him to stay just make me look pathetic?

Just before I could move my lips to utter a word, my phone rang and the loud boomed in the room.

I wiped the tears away from my cheeks, with the back of my hands, I hadn't even realized that I was crying as I took quick steps towards the bed where my phone was.

I could hear Taehyung storming off, without even saying a word.

Finally reaching the bed, I bent down to grab my phone which was still ringing, the screen was lit up with an unknown number showing. A wave of hesitation took over my body. Who could this be? I don't recollect giving my number to anyone new recently, nor was I expecting an official call.

Pushing away all the negative thoughts, I slid my thumb across the sensitive screen, picking up the call.

I firmly placed the phone against my ear, standing next to the bed and the voice that I heard next, shocked me so much that my legs gave up. If the bed wasn't close enough, I'd land on the floor.

My heart was pounding against my ribcage and beads of cold sweat formed on my forehead.

A/N
A new update after ages, thank you to those that waited patiently. I had a lot going on the last few days but I hope to give you all more frequent updates.
Lots of love, have a great day/night and hope you all take care ❤
-Anna