golden trash

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i find it funny 

that now I can't cry

the tears came freely 

while mourning you

but now they don't seem true

like crocodile tears


you tore me to shreds

and left me just alive enough

to laugh as i 

tried to put myself back together


i see now that you were 

only a fuckboy in disguise

of witty remarks

and meaningful conversations

with a side of favours


i hope you know that i filled those cracks

with gold

that i will never be treated 

like that again

that nobody 

can ever

break me the way you did

because i am worth

10 times

more than i was 2 years ago 

when you threw me in the trash

and i dragged myself up from rock bottom

alone

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