𝐌𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐧 || 𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐢𝐧

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"A sonogram?"

Seungmin questioned but
couldn't tear his gaze away from
the black blob on the print.

"Correct."

Now Hyunjin handed the
picture completely to the younger,
also revealing the patient data on
the upper right corner of the photo making Seungmin's face pale.

Hwang Hyunjin, 7 weeks.

"You- You're-?"

"Correct as well."

The older sighed as he leaned back into the soft cushions of the couch,
closing his aching eyes for a moment and giving his secretary a second
to realize everything.

"So you're really?"

"Yes Seungmin."

Seungmin,
Hyunjin hadn't called him by
his real name in ages.

So this was really serious.

"And it's mine?"

"Yes, I'm 100% sure."

The brunette only nodded absent-mindedly, still staring
holes in the print as if he waited
for the blob to wave at him and say
'Hi, I'm your baby!'

"It's still very small so it doesn't
look like a baby at all yet."

"And now?"

"I just wanted to have you
here because I- ''

Hyunjin breathed heavily before looking up at the younger with sad,
tired eyes.

"I think of getting an abortion."

"W-what? Why?"

"Minnie-"

The first tears rolled down
the older's pale cheeks but he
dodged when Seungmin lifted
his hand to wipe them away.

"I can't do this.
I'm so young, you're so young.
I just got the company, I'm not ready.
What would my parents say?
I'd be such a disappointment to them,
you don't understand-"

"Because I have no parents?
Because I have no family?
Because the only blood related
family I currently have is this
tiny blob in your belly?"

"I didn't mean it like that!"

Hyunjin had felt bad the moment
the sentence about his parents had left his mouth but it had already
been too late.

He was just so confused and emotional, he couldn't even control what he was saying anymore.

"I'm sorry, I really shouldn't
have said that."

Seungmin reached over and took
the ravenette's hand in his,
gently squeezing it.

"It's okay, I know you didn't
mean to say it. It's just a bit too
much at the moment, right?

And your body is high on hormones,
no wonder you're so sensitive.
It's normal and okay."

Hyunjin looked at him with
those sad puppy eyes, tears
still sparkling in them but the younger leaned in and let their foreheads touch as he wiped
those tears away.

"So you're okay with the abortion?"

"I'm not but it's your body
so I'll respect your choice.
If you're not ready to have a child,
so be it.

But if the baby is gone,
I'll be gone too.

I won't be able to look at
your face again, not after that.
I love you Jinnie but my heart
can't take another heartbreak."

Seungmin smiled sadly as the
tears ran down the older's cheeks,
his thumbs moving so delicately over the soft skin to wipe them away before he leaned up to press a soft kiss on Hyunjin's forehead.

"Don't cry anymore, that's how
you want it to be, right?"

With a last squeeze of their intertwined hands, the brunette
let go and collected his stuff.

"Can I have this?"

He pointed at the ultrasound print that laid on the coffee table besides the other paper and an empty tea cup.

And Hyunjin only nodded,
not trusting his voice anymore.

"So that's it I guess?
I wish you all the best and I hope you'll find your happiness Jinnie.

I'll miss you a lot."

Seungmin tried to smile through his tears that had also started to gather,
his hands pressing the picture
to his chest.

"I love you."

Before the older could say anything the door already fell close again leaving a suffocating silence in
the apartment and a big hole
in Hyunjin's heart.

"You know what?

Fuck it."

And with that he took one of
the donuts, ripped it into two
pieces and dipped one half into
the mustard before taking a large
bite with a hum.

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