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-𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘮𝘦?

"𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺."

! 7:58 AM!

"Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit" The first day of school was finally here, and he was already late. 

How is that even possible?

On his way out of his room, he saw his older brother, George. He was just one year older than him, and he is what his parents would call "Perfect" he didn't really care about what his parents said. After all, they weren't there.

On his way to school, he couldn't stop thinking about a "what if," It's hard to not wish for another life when you hate your own. He didn't understand why everyone made such a big deal just for the word "love." Nobody really meant that word anymore. Then why did the kids at school run from other kids? Why would you run from someone you "love"?

I guess he'll never know. His parents loved him. Then why didn't they act like it? But again, he might never understand why. With the screaming of the new seventh graders, a sigh came out of his mouth.

 ¿Is there someone who actually likes the first day of school?

His very "nice" friends were nowhere to be seen, "I guess they leave me alone..." Again. He didn't overthink it, he wouldn't want to be with himself either. 

Why would anyone want to be with him anyway?

He walked to the math room. The "sweet" voice of his new teacher got him out of his thoughts. "Mr.HQ, do you have any rational reason to be so late?" "No..." He whispered. "Then you should be okay with me calling your parents, am I right?" Yeah like they cared "Yes ma'am..." "Awesome, you can go to your sit now." 

And he did. He didn't enjoy being the center of attention, he didn't like people, and people didn't like him. He liked it that way.

Everyone was paying attention to whatever they were doing. Then why did he felt like everyone was staring at him?

"They probably think you're ugly." 

said one of the voices in his head.

 "You are so dumb."

 "Why are you even trying?"

 "Not even your parents want you."

 "You are so disgusting."

 "Maybe everything would be better if you actually knew how to pronounce English." 

"You have no one." 

"If you killed yourself nobody would even notice." 

"Maybe you should start being useful and just stop existing."

"Nobody cares."

 He didn't even notice when he started crying.

 he couldn't breathe,

he couldn't breathe.

 he couldn't breathe.

 He tried to scream but there was not enough air in his lungs to form a word. His vision was blurry.

stop 

stop 

stop 

stop 

stop 

stop

"You are such a cry baby."

STOP

"Everyone is watching you cry."

PLEASE

"This is why you don't have any friends."

He heard a voice, he couldn't hear what the voice was saying, but he knew someone was there.

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𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩!

𝘐 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪t'𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘚𝘖𝘙𝘙𝘠!𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘱𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘮𝘦!𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳!<3