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so i'm due in 1 month and i'm happy im finally ready to see my princess she gone look just like me well she better look like me i carried her for almost 9 months

i start laughing today i wanted to spend time with kentrell but he say he busy with the studio so he never here barely but oh well

he getting money done for us i was finna gts when fans dm about kentrell it was one that stood out to me

random dm
hey did you know kentrell going on tour

no girl i didn't when he suppose to go 🤨 ?

omg you reply i love you 💕 & march 11th - march 21 in denver and louisiana

thank you i love you too 😁 & ok

i got mad i'm due march 12th and he wanna go on tour march 11th so he gone miss his child being born i got mad and called him twice but he didn't answer

i'm not gone make a big deal about it imma wait and see when he gone tell me see how long ain't no way a fan had to tell me and my own boyfriend can't

i started crying because this my first child and i'm not gone have nobody there i was crying and wiping my tears i didn't know kentrell was looking at me

why you crying he said looking mad nothin i said wiping my tears bae we gotta talk he said
okay

okay they want me to go on tour around the same time you due but i keep telling them i gotta be there for you and they said i might loose my label if i don't do it

because i haven't drop in like 4 months so now i'm stuck i don't wanna loose my label and i wanna be there for my child

i look down i know his label important and so is our child but i don't want him to loose it umm it's okay kentrell go ahead do it i said

no bae nobody is gone be there to help you & i don't want you going crazy on them tryna push put my lil girl he said serious okay kentrell but your label is important

& so is my child he said standing up kentrell we can be otp i said but he got even more madder i don't wanna be on the damm phone i wanna be there what the fuck don't you understand destiny

this my first dam girl and i wanna be there do you fucking understand he said screaming in my face yes okay kentrell sorry i said and he left

i just started crying i hate this i hate this so much i didn't wanna make him mad i just was tryna make sure he there for his music too

i got on my phone & start scrolling in my memories so many pictures of my momma tears slip down my face i miss her so much

she not gone see her first grand child which breaks my heart i love my momma i do just wish she was here

KENTRELL POV
i was mad and i left and came back to the studio i stayed outside tho cause i didn't wanna go in

i just scrolled on my phone looking at dess pretty self i wasn't tryna be rude and yell in her face i just know she crying and i'm not even there

she know my music important she just wanted me to be there she didn't do anything wrong
i shook my head and left i gotta go home to my wife

i pulled back up to our house and walk upstairs to see dess crying scrolling on her phone she didn't even look up

that's how i know i really hurt because she would cry & look at pictures of her mom i took everything off except the stuff i had on

i got in bed with her and took her phone come on kentrell give it back she said with her voice cracking

no man you always do this you gotta stop i said bring her closer to me kentrell i was just tryna make things better and you was yelling at me

i just thought what i was saying was some what right but you got mad and left like it was nothin & i don't mean to make you mad

so now i feel bed for what i did she said looking down ma i'm sorry i'm just angry it's not your fault okay and she stayed quite i love you ma and i'm sorry for real i thought about it

you was just tryna help and she wrap her arms around me she sleepy me talking always put her to sleep and ion even be touching her i start smiling

i guess we finna gts and i kiss her head i love you & she look up i love you more she poke her lips out and i kiss them you so pretty she smile hiding her face nawl let's me see

omg kentrell stop i'm sleepy she said aight ma go to sleep and i kiss her one more time before i close my eyes