Guilty mistakes

Truce

Karen

Kierra was at school and so was J Drew. So I decided to just go ahead and clean up so I went to Kierra's room last to clean and when I went to the bathroom for her trash bag I saw something that made me curious. I picked it up and couldn't believe what it was. It was pregnancy test.

Kierra: mommy texted me when I was at school and said we need to talk as soon as I get home and I'm kinda scared bc it was in all caps

I only had 45 minutes left of school so finally I got home and my momma met me at the front door and told me get in the house.
I walked in and she told me to go in the kitchen I put my bags down and started playing with my fingers bc I was scared.

Karen: Is there something you need to tell me?

Kierra: no I said putting my head down

Karen: Are you sure?

Kierra: Mhmm

Karen: *sighs* Are you pregnant Kierra?

Kierra: when she said that my eyes got big and they started to water

Karen: Kierra

Kierra: mommy I'm sorry I said crying

Karen: Is there something you wanna tell me now

Kierra: mommy I didn't do this on purpose I didn't know this was gonna happen

Karen: If you were out there having sex you should've known it was going to happen

Kierra: MOMMY I WAS RAPED I DIDNT WANT THIS I TRIED TO RUN BUT I COULDNT

Karen: What?

Kierra: I was raped momma

Before she did anything she grabbed her keys in her purse and started walking out the door with Tears coming down her face

A few weeks later

Momma and I were out at lunch when she said how was I feeling

Karen: How you feel Ki?
You still getting morning sickness

Kierra: I threw up last night and my head was hurting but this morning I didn't I was fine
I picked up a pick of bread and ate it

Karen: Well it's progress

Kierra: momma I know you probably don't wanna hear this but I don't wanna keep the baby

I said getting another piece of bread

Karen: And why not

Kierra: bc momma I'm 15 I don't know how to be a mom a 20 year old did this to me

Karen: That doesn't mean that you don t have to get rid of them

Kierra: yes I do mommy I'm not capable too take care of twins on my own

Karen: But I'm here so is your father, your auntie and the rest of is

Kierra: mommy they need a father and they don't have one

Karen: They might now have their real father but they can always have a father figure

Kierra: and who is that

Karen: Your father or whoever God puts in your twins life

Kierra: mommy I don't know

Karen: *sighs*

Karen: it's gon work out for your good Ki

Kierra: ok mommy

Kierra: after our food came me and mommy talked some more the she wanted to take me to the doctor I told her I was fine but she wouldn't stop so I just went