Damaged Hearts

25-Emotional

I hate how emotional I get on my period.

I wish I was one of those girls that gets bitchy or mean.

Nope instead I cry my eyes out for no reason.

Life is unfair.

This fun week also means everything south of the equator is off limits to Alex.

I still haven't changed my mind about having sex with him.

It'll just have to wait five to seven days.

I think my favorite thing - note the sarcasm - was that it decided to hit me Monday morning.

Yep because life doesn't play fair.

Once I was ready for school I had gone stairs and stuffed the whole bottle of aleve into my backpack.

Not only did I have School, but after that cheer practice.

Yippy.

My mom is already at work so I have to walk to school.

Double yippy.

My first three classes are a blur, the only thing I remember is watching some video in Trig.

At lunch I sit down at the empty table.

My stomach is killing me and all I want to do is go home and sleep.

I see Willy, Toby, and Ben walk into the cafeteria.

They sit in their seats, the three of them eyeing me weirdly.

"What?" I snap.

Ok so maybe I get slightly mean.

Toby blinks, "What's up your butt?"

I glare at him when he smirks.

"Not very peppy today are you pompoms?" Willy asks and I suppress the urge to cry.

Like I said I am very emotional.

When I see Alex walk in to the cafeteria holding a McDonalds bag I really almost cry.

I had texted him this morning letting him know my situation.

He grew up with me and Cora so it's not shock to him that I bleed from my vagina once a month.

I never quite understood why it grossed some guys out. They don't have to deal with it.

Wimps.

He places the bag in front of me before placing a kiss to the top of my head.

As I rip open the bag he sits in the seat beside me.

"Damn, when was the last time someone fed her?" Toby asks looking around the table.

If my mouth wasn't stuffed with fries I would have had a comeback.