Your absence often creates conflicts
Delusion of thoughts about you that
it might happen one day.
Your despair often follows with agony
of mine.
Decisions taken were one sided
Making someone smile or sad.
Mind knows that it was over
But heart offers hope, unending desire creating a paradox
Agony hits me hard. Take hours to resolve.
Mind predetermined not to go that side
Yet my emotions finds another reason to take me that side.
