One Direction Related

Four Years.

I like I've said, One Direction will be having a concert here, Manila, Philippines.

But

I've been waiting for FOUR years for them to have a concert here than ZAYN will not be in Manila concert tour.

I've been waiting for FOUR years to see them in person, then one stupid prank changed it all.

I've been waiting for FOUR years to watch them live.

I've been waiting for FOUR years to say 'THANK YOU' to them.

I've been waiting for FOUR years for them.

I've been waiting for FOUR years to say that 'I'm Sorry, I regret doing what I did.'

I've been waiting for FoUR years to prove myself on what I did was wrong.

All of that. Disappeared.

All of that. Shattered.

All of that.

All of that was just a dream.

All of that.

I can't say.

Because in those FOUR years I learnt:

Not to trust people.

Not to be able to smile.

Not to forgive.

Not to see the world in unicorns and rainbows.

Not to believe in myself.

Believe in what others say.

Cut myself.

Cry to sleep.

Close my eyes and wish everything was just a nightmare.

In those FOUR years the only good things I learnt was:

To Love them.

To thank them.

To smile. Even for a little while.

To say good bye.