Im not weak (Angel dust x Male Reader)

the truth

As Angel followed (y/n) outside the hotel he was was looking around to see if he could find him somewhere, after some walking he found (y/n) in a park sitting under a tree... singing, Angel heard (y/n) sing so he decided to stay back and listen.

as Angel was listening to you while you were singing he could see tears falling down on your face but decided to stay back for a while, after a while he thought to himself, who could have known that the sinner that was just a violence loving maniac with a clear god complex... could have such a beautiful yet lonely singing voice, he then saw that you quieted down and took deep breaths almost like you were about to break, so he decided to act and give hug not caring if it was the wrong move.

(angel dust) it's ok just calm down and let it all out

Angel felt your hands taking a hold of Angel's arms so he already thought you were gonna break them but instead you just... cried

(y/n) i-i-i w-want my mommy!!

(angel dust) im sorry y/n but she's not here b-but im here for you just trust me 

after you cried for a about... 30 minutes Angel managed to calm you down and decided to just chat with you and get to know you

(angel dust) you feel a bit better now ?

(y/n) y-yeah thank's for that

(angel dust) any specific reason you were singing cause i never would have thought you liked singing

(y/n) well m-my mommy used to sing that song to me when i couldn't calm down or get any sleep, after she died i started singing it to myself if i was ever sad or... lonely

(angel dust) let me guess you sang it a lot ?

(y/n) almost every day

(angel dust) i don't wanna seems like dick i could use some btw~ but have you thought about what Charlie said ?

(y/n) ... kinda 

(angel dust) i don't know much about you or you past but if its ok to you im here to listen ok ?

(y/n) t-thanks, all i can say now is that Charlie was... right

(angel dust) about what ?

(y/n) everything, after mom died all i did was just to get stronger as she wanted but also to get someone to notice me... but it never worked my father didn't show any feelings and neither did my sibling the last memory i have from them was the family reunion to visit mom's grave together, and it ended on a fight, like me versus everyone else... and i went home while they went to hospital

(angel dust) wait were there no police capture you or something ?

(y/n) oh yeah there was a whole squad to get a hold of me 

(angel dust) :/

(y/n) :/

(angel dust) aaand what happened then ?

(y/n) they found out who i was so the let me go

(angel dust) WHAT !!!?

(y/n) well yeah like think about it, i was the number 1 soldier in the military and the LEADER of the black ops, they really couldn't just let cops arrest me

(angel dust) isn't that like abusement of power ?

(y/n) well yeah i was in the military, every one there does it, same goes for famous people