Home At Peace

Void Thoughts

Now a days I am too baffled between what to leave and how to live.
The dictionary of mind forgetting the word 'home',
And couldn't reach out the meaning of 'life'.
I stop calling that place home anymore,
Since the day I lost you.

Now a days perhaps people call me hobo,
who's rambling to and fro solo,
In the anticipation of finding home till dusk to dawn,
Unfailingly that disappointment wishpers me, everything's gone.
I stop calling that place home anymore,
Since the day I lost you.

There is no sleep anymore,
night transformed into battle,
There is no you, no crib in the world makes me sattle,
The melody of life is nightmare puzzle,
Come out is outlandish where the ghost of agony always there to cuddle.
I stop calling that place home anymore,
Since the day I lost you.

I wanted to escape, from this callous landscape,
I have to admit, that there is no ways to exit,
The story of life is scrappy,
Pages of this book is not savvy.
I stop calling that place home anymore,
Since the day I lost you.

I thought we're chosen to walk together,
I thought we're for each other,
Till thick and thin,
That beliefs turns into dream,

God knows why destiny couldn't granted the wish,
That thought transform into the myth.
My mind take a trip down memory lane,
which's converted into dust and faded way in the air.
I stop calling that place home anymore,
Since the day I lost you.

With whom I seek help which take it to you,
that jittery killing me,
In dense dark clouds of blue,
devils tightly hugging me ,
Then wondering why, the ray of hope of you inside me.

Reminds me that you are still attached with me,
somewhere deep inside me.
Yet that question vexing me with pain, Did I find my home again ??
Till then, let me stick with there,
where I stop calling that place home anymore,
Since the day I lost you.