𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆

chapter 17

Since the kiss that happened between us, it was just an awkward atmosphere between us even at dinner it was just awkward and silent the only noise that was heard was our utensils.

After we left the restaurant we all headed back to the car and drove in silence. Finally, we reach our apartment as I was going out of the car Hayden stop me

"Can we talk?"

"Kay I'm going heading inside with Jaden," said mia

"Okay"

After I said okay to mia I watch them head inside the apartment then I turn to Hayden with my eye brow raised

"Are you going to give us a chance?" He said looking me straight in my face.

"I don't know," I said looking down

Then he lifts my head with his finger to make me look into his face

"Kay I'm sorry about what happened between us I know I was a jerk I'm sorry, but I'm trying to prove to you I still love you with all my heart let's just try to make us work please," he said

What he said got me in tears and deep in my thoughts should I give him a chance?. Should I just walk away from him?. What should I say to him?. But he broke me from my thoughts when he said something

"Say something kay"

"Hayden a relationship is the last thing on my list I'm sorry I'm not sure if there is going to be a relationship between us," I said then I open his car and exited it but I could hear him following behind me

"Kay!!"

"Kay!!"

Stopping in my tracks when I felt him grab my arm and turn me around to him to face him.

"Let go of my arm!!" I yelled at him while trying to pull my hand out of his grip but it only tighten.

"Not until you agree to give me change"

"I can't I really can't"

"Why can't you just give us a chance?"

"Because I don't want you to fucking let me down again!!"

After I said that it was just silence between us. I really don't want anyone to hurt me again after all those betrayals that happened to me. I'm lacking trusting skills badly

"I said I'm sorry for thousands fucking time kay-"

"But it's not enough how do I know you are not going leave me when I need you the most?"

"I'm not I promise"

"That's what you said the last time and what did you do? You left me alone".

Hayden p.o.v

If I said what she said didn't hurt that would be a lie it hurt bad

I fucked up bad back then I wish I could go back and redo what I did back then but I guess it is late now to do that

Letting go of her hand I watched her angrily wipe her tears away before she looked away from me

Right now all I want to do is take her in my hands and hug and kiss her and tell her it is going to be okay but if I know kay well she's probably going to punch me in my face so kept my distance

"Go home Hayden," she said walking away from me

I don't what took over me but I just grab her and pull her toward me and did what I wanted to do all night

Kayla p.o.v

He pull me into his chest and placed his lips on mine kissing me

I just stood there not knowing what to do but seconds late my body betrayal me and responded back him to by kissing him

Minutes later we pull apart looking into each other eyes with his forehead placed on mine

"I love you kay with all my heart please give me a chance"

"I...I"

"Please"

"Fine, but it's going to take some time to love you but I will try"

What the fuck am I saying?!!

"Good I love you"

"Hayden are you willing to wait for me to love you again?"

"Yes I am willing to wait even it takes years I'm going to be by your side no matter what because I love you"

"I guess I Forgotten Love my for you"

"Yeah but I'm going to help you find It even if is the last thing I do"

Giving me one last peck before he went back to his car and drove off then I headed back to my apartment.