Broken ~erasermic~

The date

~shota~
It was after school when we started walking to where I had planned."I can't wait!" He said with his goofy grin. "Mhm" we made it to the blossom tree on top of a hill the sun was setting the stars were arising. "Wow this place is beautiful" "yeah that's why I picked it I come here to let things go and when I don't want to go home" "but you know what you and this place has in common?" "Yeah? And what may that be?" " your both amazing and pretty" he glared at me. A dark crimson red comes over me he laughs "your so cute" we laid down on the ground hizashi putting a flower in my hair as we both watched the stars come up I feel something touch my hand I look down and saw hizashi's hand in mine.  I scooted closer he grabbed me with his free hand pulling me on his lap forcing me to look him in his eyes he rubbed my cheek with his thumb back and forth with that we kept getting closer. We didn't realize till our noses were touching he leans in for a soft gentle kiss that lasted for a minute. I pull away turning pink covering it up with my scarf. "Awwww don't be embarrassed sho-Chan" I look up at him he chuckles "wanna go to my house for the night?" I mumble barley loud enough for him to hear "sure" he helps me up and we start our walk to my hell-hole I call 'home' but at the same time it wouldn't be so bad cause hizashi is with me.
We got to my house in under 20 minutes it was almost dinner time I walked in and told him to go to my room upstairs last door on your left" "SHOTA!!!" He leaves to find my room "yes father?" "You ran away from that guy!!!!!!" He sounded pissed "obviously he rapped me!!!" He slaps me pain courses through my body as I only wince a little "you damn mistake!" "No food for 3 weeks or else" he grabs my face slamming me back on the ground I gulp in fear a little I know he is serious. I get up and leave I run to the bathroom shuffling through the drawers I found my old razor I used it agian causing deep red lines being imprinted on my arm a sadtistic grin crosses my face. I walk back to my room to see hizashi freaking out pacing back and fourth "you ok?" "Shota!!!!! are you ok what happened I heard yelling and thumping and your face is red" "I'm fine are you sure?" "Mhm" I said holding back tears he must have noticed a little cause I look up to see me in his arms I hug him back. This is my happy place it's so warm so nice I love it. "Can we go to sleep" "you always want to sleep" he laughs and I laugh to "but of course we can!" We laid in the bed together him grabbing my waist gently laying blankets on us. "Zashi?" "Yes sho" "will you ever leave me?" "NO of course not I love you ok never forget that I will always be here for you no matter what!" "Ok" I kiss his cheek goodnight.