Miku Izayoi X Fem|reader DISCONTINUED

chapter 12

Y/N pov

"Hey! Kurumi!.. wait up!" I ran after her, the sad look on her face as she ran broke my heart. Kurumi kept on running, tears running down her face. "Leave me alone, Y/N!" Her voice broke. I gritted my teeth. "Goddammit kurumi... I said WAIT!" I tackled her to the ground. I pinned her to the ground. "I do love you!" I cried out, her eyes widened. Then rage filled them. "And yet here you are, cuddling with Miku." She sunk into the ground. Cuddling???

Footsteps were heard infront of me. I looked up slightly to see Miku standing infront of me. Her hand slid down under my jaw and she grabbed my chin, making me look into her eyes. A blush dusted my cheeks. "M-Miku, what are you doing?"

"Claiming my prize~" she said, making me blush even more. She went in for a kiss, but quickly pushed me away and teasingly winked. Miku turned on her heel qnd walked away, swaying her hips. "See? And you dare say that you are in love with me." Kurumi appeared behind me. "Clearly you've already chosen." Her voice was a whisper in my ear. I got up quickly and looked back at her. "No! I-"

"You what? Don't like her? Look at her, that slut has you wrapped around her finger." I mean, slut is a bit... whatever. She's right though. I do like Miku too. "Goddammit.. I LIKE YOU BOTH!"

"But you can't-"

"I KNOW!.. I know..."

"Then why are you still even friends with me? Are you seriously that selfish? Do you even know how much that hurts me?"

Suddenly everything turned dark.

"Mmm..." my eyes opened slowly. "Wait... where?-" Alert, I tried to get up, I noticed something heavy on my body. As I looked down. I saw Miku asleep. My expression softened and I smiled at her. I remembered the dream vividly in my head, anger starting to form in the pit of my stomach.

Carefully, I rolled Miku off of me, laying her on the bed. As I sat up. I heard Miku start to wake. "Y/N?" She asked, her voice laced with sleep. "Sorry. I need to go..." she sat up behind me. "Is it Kurumi?" I didn't answer her, only lowering my head a bit as I looked down to. How did she know?

"If you are wondering, you were crying and mumbling out her name. Go talk to her." She placed a hand on my back. "Its fine. I know two need to talk about a few things." I looked back at her, tears running down my cheeks and I smiled. "Thanks Miku.." time for me to find Kurumi...

____time skip, an hour later___

"Kurumi, where are you..." the tears didn't stop. "I love you, dammit... how could you ever think I'd choose someone over you?" I fell to my knees, giving up on my search. "Goddammit... I LOVE YOU OKAY?!" I pressed the palms of my hands against to the side of my head, pressing hard. Then they fell to my side. "I can't lose you... you're my best friend... the person I love the most. I love you.."

"You really love me?" Came from behind me. I looked back, "Kurumi!" I stumbled as I got up and ran to her, hugging her tightly. "You... actually love me?"

"Of course I do! Dammit!"

"But you... what about Miku?"

"She... she's just a friend." I backed from the hug and held onto her shoulders "like you said, I just met her. I just.. I thought you liked someone else..." she shook her head. "I'm so happy..." she pulled me into a kiss. This felt perfect. Then she broke the kiss. Her demeanor changing completely as she started to laugh. "You actually thought I would've fallen for that? Haha! I know you don't love me. You love that- that Slut!" She gave out a manic laugh, tears streaming down her face. "I'm not lying.."

"What was that, deary?~" she asked. I gritted my teeth. My hands quickly gripped her shoulders and I pushed her into the wall. "I'M NOT LYING!" I cried, my legs weak as I fell to my knees, a feverish feeling coming over me. I started taking small and shallow breaths. "Y/N?" Worry in her voice.  "Y/N?!" I fell onto my side. Then everything went black again

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Hope this chapter was OK!

Can everyone who is commenting that the character design is fucked stop? Please? Look OK this is my second fanfiction ever, and I don't want to change anything eventhough I know that Y/N stands for your name and is supposed to look like the person who is reading. But look, when I first started writing this story, I was in a really shitty place and I had this idea on how I wish I looked just to be accepted as who I am. But that look kinda just stuck with the fic because people would confuse the mc for a guy.

Also i was 15 when i started this idea, but 16 when i posted the first chapter.

Sorry for that, just please understand why I'm not going to change anything. I might re-write this fic on a different platform when its done or if i decide to discontinue this one. Which i have started wondering if i should :/

Anyways, thats all, see you guys next time.

-Ashe