Once a heart was broken, do you really know how to heal it?
Stupid I know, but what surrounded me for nearly 36 minutes, is heartbreak.
Friends are always the ones who you go out with, or talk with. But mostly,who you can lean on.
But then I rembered. I only have laughing buddies, not friends.
You think just because they laugh with you, they are real. You are wrong, I was wrong.
Every now and then I look at the window, people passing by I thought would be friends comforting you now.
Misconception, friends are the ones you laugh and cry with. Thing here is
I'm the only one crying.
I know that it is my fault for being unnoticed. I lock myself, I isolate myself, I shut myself off.
But for once, I want someone.
Even just one, to know that, that person will notice you are lonely, sad, depressed, sick or.... gone.
But I guess, that will be forever a wish. For all my stupid actions, led me here.
A self destructing bomb ready to explode any minute.
Please.
Somebody.
Notice him, before it's too late.
