The Love Between Us

07

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"I knew it."

I shifted my eyes to Jennie when she said that. 

"It's really obvious that you like him. Your actions, smile, and stare says it all." Jennie added and take a bite on her chip. 

"Do you want to confess to him? We can help you! Just tell us what to do." Jisoo said but, I just insist.

Confess? What's the point now? We're back to zero because of me. Every night, I'll think about him. I just ask myself if I do the right choice. Because, I misses him every time and I hope that he would come up to me and bring us back, but I know that it's not going to happen. I kick him out twice. I think that's enough reason for him to stay away.

I know, I'm being selfish, but I can't torture myself like that. He will bring my hopes high that he will going to love me back but after sec, it's just nothing. And that hurts me a lot.

Fvck, this unrequited love!

"Why not?" she asked again.

I sighed. "I make him stay away from me," 

They didn't respond so I continue.

"I just thought that being friends with him is not healthy for me. I got hurt a lot of times because I don't have something to hold on that he was mine. I fell. I loose." I pursed my lips and bring my head down, when I felt some tears wanted to escape from my eyes.

"Did he said that he doesn't like you?" Rosé asked. I shook my head as a response and raise my head after I wipe the tears from my eyes.

"Then, how can you make sure that he can't love you back when you didn't even ask?" she asked again. 

"Rosé, he likes someone else. I can feel it," 

"Who? Eve?" I look at Jennie when I heard her name.

"I doubt that." she added while thinking deeply.

"How are you so sure about it?" I asked, challenging her. 

"I don't need a proof. I can tell," I was taken a back by her answer so I just shut up and look away.

They changed the topic and someone open the TV. I should stop thinking about it or I will going to spoil the fun. We should be having fun, not having a drama. I smiled and watch with them.

I heard three different alarm clocks that rings at the same time. I open my eyes and the girls are still sleeping. I sat down on the bed and push them one by one. It's so noisy!