Dazai and Chuuya admit their love for each other but their dark secrets start to resurface causing much anxiety for the newly developed couple. The pain they feel starts to envelop the two individuals so they have to learn to work together to face t...
His room? The ginger didn't expect Dazai of all places would hide in his bedroom.
Chuuya was laying down on his newly made bed staring up at the ceiling after tiding his sleeping quarters. 'Tch, he's so annoying, I bet his apartment isn't any better! That's if he even is living in an apartment.'
He thought about the many years ago when he found out where Dazai really lived in the Mafia, a shipping container. It was a rainy night, the apartment that had been blown up many times had been restored so Chuuya, being as he was close by, decided to stay there until the rain passed. When he walked up to the door he noticed something odd. There wasn't any holes in the metal stairs that led up to the entrance unlike before. He was trained to be suspicious of everything that seemed unusal or by gut instinct, so he decided to walk back down and underneath. He tapped the black wooden slab and the sound was hallow. His gloved fist smashed right through the weak wood and out fell a note. It was an address. Not a specific address; just a postcode. There was a word underneath that said nearby, Dazai had a habit of being annoyingly vague. For a moment Chuuya considered his options. Was it worth travelling into an area that was just on a piece of paper or just walk about 20/40 minutes home? After much contemplation he decided to just go because it was moderately closer than his own apartment. 'I can't believe I'm doing this' the ginger muttered under his breath. He hadn't got an umbrella so his clothes were getting extremely wet because the rain just kept worsening. 'Stupid rain!' The whole way there Chuuya was cursing and complaining about the weather and how the address was in the middle of no where but how some how it was closer than his own apartment. The streets were dimly lit by street lights but some were flickering from various faults. The rain was so heavy you could see the size of each rain drop and from time to time the dark clouded sky would light up with a flssh of light from the thunder which concerned the ginger because he didn't want to get caught when the storm finally hit. With his power of gravity, flying would've been great if it wasn't pouring with rain and the skies could strike lightning at any moment, so he was forced to walk. After about ten more minutes of walking, that seemed like hours, he arrived at the address but there wasn't anything there. A little ahead was an old shipment yard and beyond that very far into the distance was what seemed like the town again, a large circuit is what he was on. Nearby The shippment yard that was extremely abandoned. Despite the unattractive and sketchy appearance, Chuuya wasn't even the slightest bit suspicious. In fact, he was quite enjoying the mysterious and ominous vibe he had got from this whole endeavor. As the ginger walked into the area, what immediately stuck out to him was a singular shipping container that seemed more alive than the rest with random cables draped all over it. 'That one' Chuuya had decided which one to take cover in. As he walked over to it he noticed the door slightly ajar. The ginger slowly opened the metal door and saw a figure sitting crosses legged in the darkness.
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An extremely dull lit lightbulb hovered over the figure. As Chuuya walked in closer, he made out that the figure was his partner and had the impression this is where Dazai really lived but couldn't be 100% sure. 'Do you live here?' The ginger walked forward some more. Dazai stayed silent for a little. 'Do you think I'm living?... I can't live somewhere if I'm already dead.' Chuuya stood for a while processing his partners reply. His eyes were covered with his hair but the ginger knew that his partner's eyes would be a black as night right now. 'What kind of stupid comment is that?! Of course you're living!!!' The brunette's eyes widened then returned to their normal shape, he looked up slightly revealing more of his face. 'Can you honestly say that looking into my eyes?' The Ginger's ocean blue eyes locked onto Dazai's dark chesnut brown ones and his expression never wavered from it's serious state. 'You're alive Osamu, I don't doubt it' Dazai didn't know how to react to those words. His first name was something he hated being used, it made him feel like someone was pretending to be close to him, was trying to deceive him and attempting to try and get close to him. Not even Odasaku and Ango, his only supposed friends, used his first name. Chuuya, apparently someone who Dazai hated, used it. The brunette hadn't reacted. Instead - inside - Dazai was comforted at the Ginger's response, it made him feel as if the words were genuine. 'Whatever' That's all it took, a spit second for Dazai to break eye contact and the honesty in that small shipping container on a rainy evening.
That was one of the very few evenings when the two had somewhat of an understanding of each other. One was unbelievably wet and extremely cold, not actually human but felt it and the other was human and felt the opposite. Two completely opposing creations that were undeniably alike.
Dazai did have an apartment at the agency, it was safer, warmer and more livable than his shipping container Mori had made him stay in. Chuuya hoped Dazai wasn't in such awful living conditions at the agency, he suspected he wouldn't because they seemed to care at least somewhat about each other.
While the ginger was thinking about the brunette's living arrangements, Dazai was sitting at a cafe with Yosano. 'I'm sure you know what this is about' She began. He just looked at her with menacing eyes. 'I thought I told you to keep my health out of any conversation other than in the infirmary' The woman's eyes created a piecing glare. 'Oh I'm sorry, is the infirmary a more relaxed environment than a cafe meeting I'm paying for!' He rolled his eyes at the comment. 'I see your point, but it doesn't necessarily mean I'm thrilled about it' Dazai sarcastically replied. 'You're so annoying, may I remind you that the reason we are here is because of what you do to yourself!' The brunette couldn't argue with that statement. 'Carry on' He reluctantly shut his mouth and allowed the doctor to say what she wanted to say. 'I'm going to do a physical for you every week-' 'No' Dazai folded his arms. 'You didn't let me finish' she replied. 'I don't care, I'm not doing it regardless of your stupid conditions! I know what they are.' Yosano, extremely frustratedly, stood up from her chair and leaned forward so she was face to face with her stubborn collegue. 'Why don't you just shut your mouth and listen to me!' As she retreated to her previous position, Dazai sat up straight. 'If you haven't noticed yet, I'm not interested.' 'I'm going to tell you how to proceed and then we can go over the details and you aren't going to do anything about it because that Chuuya cares for you correct?' Dazai scoffed at the barbaric comment. 'So if you want him to stop worrying about you, and don't say he wasn't because you didn't see his pathetic face that evening all those months ago when you came into the infirmary at frickin 2am!' The first time since Yosano met him, Dazai looked genuinely guilty. 'It doesn't have to be that way... This is a serious addiction, if you don't know how to take care of yourself correctly it could be fatal! Just...let me help you alright' she sounded genuine as well. 'Teach me about what' Yosano's expression didn't faulter. 'Im going to teach you how to treat your injuries because hell knows you're not going to come to me' The brunette raised an eyebrow intriguiged by this new scheme. 'Alright... Im listening' The Doctor smirked triumphantly. 'Meet me tomorrow after work in the infirmary, we can start there' and the she left.
* not baaaaad Im not madly behind this week! Im doing pretty well! Got the next chapter sorted aswell! Thanks for reading and commentimg I love reading them K love y'all Byeee 😊
