Undiscovered Secrets ~ Soukoku

A promise made to be broken Ch. 23

Chuuya's pov

The bathroom.
Why the hell did I stall?
It was years and years ago, a suicide attempt should be nothing but... It's not.
I am still worried that one day, one day he might succeed and might never come back.
I know everyone thinks he's unkillable because of the amount of suicide attempts he has had and I know if he wanted to he could kill himself any time because if he really wanted, he could create a plan to make sure no one would find him until he was actually dead.

I still don't want him to die.

But why...

He's a frickin traitor and I should hate him for it! -

Have you actually asked Dazai's side of the story

He's a liar, he would just make it up and dance around the truth

But what did he tell you all those years ago?

'Emotions are messy, that's why Mori chooses to destroy them all, he likes control and how else can he do it other than silence all doubts by corrupting emotion and replacing it with manipulation and deception.'

Yeh I know what he said, but that doesn't change the fact he's a liar

He may be a liar but why does he lie?

How tf should I know?

How would he get that information?

For observation probably

But how?

Observation!

Observing who?

Mori

Yes, but who would he do that too?

I.... I don't know!

Dazai was in the Mafia before you, do you even know what made him think this way? Why he acts that way? He has since you met him Chuuya, and that was when he was 14

That's ridiculous

Think about it Chuuya

Mori wou-

He's the Mafia leader

But!

He assassinated the previous boss with his scapel, who was his witness?

D-dazai

And when you were dating who was he always around and summoned by?

Mori but he's an executive that's normal!

Were you summoned that much?

N- no but Dazai was his right hand man

Or did he just like Dazai on a leash out of fear of his assassination because he created a monster

'Hey Chuuya mind if I stay in this storage room for a mission with this gear for a while!!??'

Huh

Oh right, Dazai needed my stuff

'Yeh fine whatever just don't break anything or I'll kill you!'

That's right, he has a job to do and so do I, I should probably do this paperwork before tomorrow.

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'I loath you weretiger, I loath you so much it's impossible for me to loath anything more'

'Yeh well if keep in mind that if I wanted to I could rip you limb from limb!'

'And I-'

'Stop being children, you're so alike it's exhausting!'