𝐈 𝐃𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐇𝐞𝐫. (𝐒𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐔𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬)

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Yeonjun turned me around and stared into my eyes, before leaning in trying to kiss me. But I couldn't. So I turned my head to the side. I can't betray Jinnie like that. I just can't. "Yeonjun.." I sighed. "I'm sorry, Yuna, but she's gone now. Are you really gonna let her death stop us from dating?" He said, becoming mad. "Yeonjun! How could you say that?! You should have respect for Jinnie! Whatever. I'm leaving." I grabbed my stuff and turned to leave, but Yeonjun pulled me back. He sighs, "I'm sorry Yuyu, I didn't mean it like that. It's just-" I raise my hand to stop him from talking. "I'm just, I'm just gonna go. I don't think it was smart of me to stay here." I turn around and walk out of the door.

As soon as I have left the house, I realize I have nowhere to go. I mean I could go home, where Jinnie and I used to live.. but I'm just not ready for that. I can't go back yet and be reminded of all the good memories I made there with my best friend. Maybe I can go to Taehyun.. yea.. Taehyun it is. There's literally no one else. After I've decided I'm going to Taehyun, I start walking towards his house.

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I've been walking for a while now. I didn't realize his house was this far away.

Well, Yuna, there's no going back now.

I continue walking, slowly I start thinking about Ryujin again. Fucking hell. How could this happen? Why did this happen? Who did this to her? To me? Without realizing the tears start streaming down my face. I feel so fucking weak. I drop to my knees and continue crying. This is so fucking messed up. And so fucking frustrating. Fuck whoever did this. I'll find you. Just you wait.

After I've been crying for some time, I try to calm myself down. I can't stay here tonight, I have to get to Taehyun. I get up and start walking again.

It's starting to get dark and cold. At one point I feel like I'm being watched. Scared, I stop and look around. There's nobody here Yuna, stop being so paranoid.. I think. Still, I start walking a little faster. The earlier I arrive at Taehyun's house the better, right?

I finally start to recognize Taehyun his neighborhood. It should be close. I continue walking. There it is. I walk towards his house. Just before I ring the bell I realize I haven't told him I was coming.

Shit, shit, shit! I should've texted or called him. What if he isn't home? I sit down in front of his house. Is it still okay to text him now? Even though I am in front of his house?

Should I..?

Yes, definitely. You can't just stay outside the whole night. I decide to call him.

I quickly grab my phone out of my bag and dial his phone number. After the phone rings a few times, he finally picks up.

"Yuna? Is everything okay?" he asks me. I stay quiet for a little, trying to decide what I'm gonna tell him.

"Yuna? You there?" I hear him say. "Where are you? Are you alone?"

"I-I.. Yea I'm here. I'm.., in front of your house.." I tell him

He doesn't say anything.

"Why are you-? Wait, I'm coming to the door." he says before he hangs up.

I let out a breath. Not long after he hung up, the door opens.

"Yuna, are you okay?" I look at him. He looks a little concerned. I look back to my shoes.

"I'm sorry. C-can I stay here tonight? I don't wanna go back to Yeonjun and I don't feel like I'm ready to go home yet." I say

I look up at him. His eyebrows furrowed, a little confusion in his eyes but also sadness and pity.

"I mean, of course.. Come on." He says. I smile a weak smile at him. "Thank you, Taehyun."

I walk into his house and slowly sit down on his couch.

"Have you had dinner yet?" Taehyun asks me. I look at him.

"No, not yet, but I don't feel like eating. It's like I'm gonna throw up any minute now."

He nods and tells me he understands. "Do you need anything else? Like a drink or do you want to talk, maybe?" He asks me

"Can I get a hug? I feel like I really need one right now." I say, feeling the tears well up in my eyes, again.

His eyes fill with sorrow again, but he walks towards me with his arms open, a sign he's going to hug me. As soon as his arms wrap around my shoulders, I start let the tears fall.

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Taehyun went to his room a while ago, but I'm still downstairs on the couch, wrapped in a few blankets he gave to me before he went upstairs. Once again alone and feeling empty. I still wonder what I should do about Ryujin. I mean, I know the police are handling everything but it feels like it's going too slow. Should I wait, just a little bit more? I sigh and lay down on the couch, staring at the ceiling. Maybe I have to get some sleep. I turn on my side and close my eyes. Trying to fall asleep.

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After a long time of tossing and turning, I finally give up on trying to sleep. Opening my eyes again, I search for a clock. When I finally find one, I see what time it is. 3:19 AM. Staring back up at the ceiling my stomach starts to growl. Right.., I didn't eat. Would Taehyun think it's rude if I look for some food? Or should I just wake him up? I don't want to bother him but I also don't want to be rude... Ugh! I think it's better if I just go look for some food. 

Hoping Taehyun doesn't wake up, I walk to the kitchen and start looking for something to eat. Looking through the cabinets I find some bread and peanut butter and make myself a sandwich before putting everything back where it belongs. Sitting at the kitchen table, I quietly eat my sandwich. 

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After I'm done eating, I grab myself a glass of water and walk back towards the living room where I lay back down on the couch. Staring at the ceiling again.

Finally after a while, I start to feel sleepy again. I sigh, closing my eyes again to get some sleep.

I'll figure everything out tomorrow... Is the last thought I have before falling in a dreamless sleep.

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heyyy besties !!

this is chapter 2 ig,, it took me long enough smh..

i know it's kind of boring now but i promise it's gonna get better soon!

i really hope you guys liked today's chapter :') since English isn't my first language, please let me know if i make any spelling/grammar mistakes while writing this, it would be greatly appreciated!

ALSO,, ive been thinking about making this in to a fanfiction anyway..... i think i'll have more fun writing it that way oof EDIT: I CHANGED ALL THE NAMES AAAAA IM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS AAA

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