[Ashley's P.O.V.]
My eyes blew wide as Andy suddenly grabbed me and kissed me. I was in too much shock to move and, not feeling me respond, he released me and stared down into my eyes. "A-Ashley?" he whispered, tears filling his eyes.
"Andy I..." I trailed off, looking at the other guys staring at us, then back at him, speechless. He shoved away from me and ran into the bus, slamming the door behind him.
"Ashley." Jinxx said, shaking his head when I looked at him, "You're an idiot." the other guys followed Andy, and I sat on the ground, putting my head in my hands.
[Andy's P.O.V.]
"Leave me alone!" I screamed as the guys knocked on the door to the back room, trying to get me to come out. After realizing that I wasn't coming out, they gave up and left me alone.
I curled up on the bed and gripped my hair hair tightly in my fists, shaking, biting my lip hard enough to break skin to hold in my sobs. Eventually, it became too much, and I broke down.
How could he have done this? I thought he liked me. We had sex... I lost my boyfriend because of that. Maybe if I had been there Matt never would have cheated..
Oh who the hell am I kidding? Of course he would have. I'm worthless. I don't even see what he saw in me in the first place.
- - - -
I woke up hours later, my body still rigidly curled up in the middle of the bed. I forced myself to a sitting position, then stood and quietly opened the door. I peeked out to make sure no one saw me, then rushed into the bathroom.
I turned on the shower, then undressed and looked at myself in the mirror. My upper body had multiple bite marks and hickeys from Ashley. I looked awful. My eyes were red from crying, I had dark circles under my eyes, and my hair was extremely tangled. "Fuck." I groaned, then got in the shower and washed off.
After blow drying my hair and re-doing my eyeliner, I got dressed and exited the bathroom. I didn't want to go out where everyone else was, but I was starving.
As I got out there, Jake and CC looked away from their video game, Jinxx handed me a plate of food, and Ashley was asleep on the bench/couch thing. Looking at him, I instantly regretted coming out here. Tears filled my eyes, and, without realizing it, I dropped the plate on the floor.
The loud shatter made everyone in the room jump, and Ashley woke up with a cry of shock. He looked at me and jumped to his feet, coming over to me, but I staggered back, shaking my head.
"No." I said simply.
"Andy please let me explain." he begged, mirroring my step back, "I panicked ok? I never meant to hurt you like that!"
"Then why did you care so damn much that the guys saw? I could tell, you panicked because you didn't want them to know how you feel about me!" I yelled, "You're perfectly fine with having sex with me, but when it comes to being in public you're embarassed of being seen with me!"
"Andy that isn't it I swear!" he protested, "PLEASE. I love you so much Andy please don't do this I can't lose you!"
With those three words, I felt all my anger fade as I stared at him in shock, "You.. Love me?" I whispered. He nodded, begging with his eyes for me to forgive him.
I hugged him tightly then kissed him and whispered against his lips,
"I love you too Ashley."
