my grizzly bear

what are we?

I stop for a little bit looking at him smile it was the most amazing thing and I kind of was really happy that im the one who made him smile like that and wanted to make him smile more, wait what am I thinking we aren't even dating...... shit and I gave him my v card too. I just looked shyly at my bubbled coverd hands and blush I guess we did move a little too fast but it felt so right at the time

"Are you regretting it little one?"

He says and I snap my head to him and shake my head no, it's true we are moving fast but I would never regret it.

"No I dont....I just have never felt like this before and am confused?" I say

He just tilts his head

" what are you confused about baby girl?"

"What are we... am I just a one night stand or are we friends with benefits or.... I don't know its moving way to fast all I know is I want to keep seeing you...." I blush as I rush all this out he probably thinks I'm a weirdo he might not even feel the same

" I see so thats what you were worried about I was afraid it was something else.. nevertheless I want to keep seeing you little one if you would let me, and we don't have to decide what title we have right now just know I want you as you and i will wait as long as needed if possible" he says

I smile and nod there is no rush I guess I'm just glad he also wants to keep seeing me too

He turns off the jacuzzi and pulls the plug to the top and lifts me up again making me squeal and quickly grab hold of his neck giving him a pout, he does know I can walk right? I shake my head voicing my opinion

" you do know I can walk right?" I say

He just looks at me and smiles

"But I like carrying you plus when your with me you don't ever have to do much ill take you wherever you want ill always carry you baby girl"he says smiling down at me and I just blush

He sets me down gently on the bed and grabs a towel and starts drying me taking his time doing so,

I wouldn't doubt he enjoyed every second judging by the look on his face. When he finished he proceeded to dry himself off and gave me quite the show I even laughed when he bent down looked at me and shaked his ass asking if I enjoyed the view 😂  I told him I did indeed and to not stop making him laugh

After that he gave me a shirt to wear and he was in his boxers, we proceeded to cuddle and watch a show but then my stomach grumbled

" well now shall we grab us some food" he says with a smile

" I think your stomach is is in need of more food" he says laughing

Just as he finishes my stomach growls in response and I blush with a shy smile and nod at him, stupid stomach embarrassing me even though we just ate 😤

He laughs a little and once again I'm mesmerized by his smile and feel the butterflies in my stomach and it's not hunger

" what would you like to eat little one? I can make us whatever you want for brunch" he says

Hmmmm I think for awhile not really knowing what im craving as we did just eat an hour or two ago so nothing big

"Umm how about French toast" I say looking at him and he just smiles

"Great choice and I have a really good recipe for French toast I think you will enjoy family secret 😉" he says smirking while giving me a wink I just shake my head laughing

"I can't wait!" I say happily thinking how good it will taste

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We ended up in his kitchen and of course he carried me down and placed me on the counter thi big douf can't keep his hands off of me not that I minded 😆 I enjoyed it alot, I always thought my first time would be awkward after but I enjoy being with him and although I'm happy talking with him it still scares me how fast I went with him but we just click so well that it feels so right

Maybe I'm over thinking it but I must say I do enjoy the sight in front of me him cooking in his boxers his back to me

" I can feel you staring little kitten is there something you need" he says and I can feel the smirk playing on his lips even though he has his back turned to me

"Nope just enjoying the view and its a nice one at that" I say giggling I never thought I'd be this flirty with someone but he brings that out in me

He laughs a little flexing his muscles for me making me laugh more before he turns the stove off and placing the last French toast on the plate and quickly does dishes and then hands me a plate

I dont hesitate and dig right in and it is Devine I can taste cinnamon as well it goes good with it

"Its soooo good I swear you a a God at cooking 😉" I tell him giving a wink and he just smirks at me

As I finish I look outside and see that it's almost cleared up witch means I'll have to go soon I promised to start my next shift after the storm finishes today at the shop since it's a good time for fishers at the beach

I get a little say thinking I'll have to leave although it was short its been magical being with him in such a short amount of time he has already become a big impact in my life and I didn't want to go yet

"Whats wrong bay girl" he asks now looking worried

" the storm is almost over and I promised to start a shift today the moment it's clear" I tell him and he also looks a little sad but covers it

" don't worry little one we will keep in touch here ill give you my number and you give me yours so we can plan too meet again hopefully soon 😉" he winks telling me I smile and nod

I can't help but think how amazing our next date will be......and im not gonna lie there's alot I want to do with him mostly in the bed if you know what I mean 😆

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Author note

Hey guys I'm soooooooooo sorry for not updating in awhile 😅  its just life has been soo chaotic for me but im taking one day at a time . I should be able to finish another chapter soon as I now have motivation to start writing again

Also let me know what you think of this chapter the feed back helps 😄 thank you