My Story My Song 🎶 | Norenmin

十二

"My Story, My Song
That I'll play for you
I sing once more
Just for one person, just for you"

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After the day Jaemin ignore him, it's has been a week of the same attitude that the younger gave to the older. And it really effecting him at this point.

So he did the next best thing he knows, which ask the person that's getting close with the younger, Huang Renjun.

"Can we talk?" Jeno ask the older. Knocking the older's door before entering.

"Yeah sure." Renjun scoot farther to make a room for Jeno to sit beside him. He look at Jeno with smile decorating his face. The smile that Jeno fell for.

"Renjun," the Chinese hummed. "I don't know what's wrong with Jaemin. But lately, he has been avoiding me since- I don't know since when but he always mad at me for something that I didn't know that I did it." he pouted hard, making Renjun hold back the urge to coo at him.

"And may I know why you are asking me out of all people?" he tilt his head a bit. Confuse with Jeno reaching out to him.

Renjun has every right to be confuse as the Chinese wasn't even that close with Jaemin in other people eyes. Jeno, Jisung and Haechan are the one that always know everything about the Korean Renjun is just a friend in the same unit. Nothing more than that.

But that is just what people see because they both hiding their darkest secret with each other and swore to never tell anybody about the routine that keep on happening between them. Even their best friends is clueless about the things they do together.

"Because lately, he has been hanging out with you a lot. Like really a lot, more than he is with me, his best friend." Jeno slump his broad shoulder, dejected or remembering how Jaemin always pushing him aside.

His clear eyes turn red as he was about to cry, fingers fidgeting and play with themselves to calm his nerves. He know he won't get a definite answer from Renjun, but at least to talk with the older is one of the thing that can make him feel better. Or maybe lifting up his mood.

"I'm sorry Jeno. But I really don't about him. We aren't that close to begin with. And to talk about things so personal, is a bit awkward." Renjun tried to hide his pumping heart. How the heck Lee Jeno notice he is getting close with the younger. What should he do? God this is killing him.

Jeno didn't buy Renjun's lies. Though he know Renjun didn't know much considering how secretive Jaemin is. But to say they aren't close is a mere lie that hurt Jeno. How could Jaemin secretly being close with the Chinese without even telling him. And the Chinese trying to deny their closeness is even hurting him more.

"Don't lie Renjun. I know you and him are close. I saw it with my own eyes." Jeno frown. Almost yelling at the Chinese.

"What did you even see? Us fighting?" Renjun got sweaty. Heat starting to surge in his body as he get nervous, heart beating so fast.

"You and him cuddling in your bed. That wasn't close? What a bullshit." Jeno scoff at Renjun. He didn't see why they need to keep their friendship a secret.

But for Renjun, he thought he just got busted. So goes all on panic mood. His breathing become uneven, heart keep beating as fast as they can.

So he did the best he know by clutching Jeno's cloth, gripping it tight that almost ripping the korean's clothes in the process. The Chinese gasp for air, but it hurt him to take any oxygen and reject everything that may come to him.

Panic, Jeno shout for Renjun's name many times. He shake the boy's body so hard that maybe making the Chinese even dizzier from the shake. He tried to slap Renjun but stop in the middle since he didn't want to hurt the boy.

As the commotion getting loud. It alerting Jaemin and Jisung in the kitchen. They hurriedly rush to Renjun's room to get an idea what's actually happening from the commotion.

When Jaemin's eyes laid on Jeno who shaking the almost unconscious Renjun. He rush to Renjun's side and push Jeno from the Chinese. Making a protective cage by wrapping the Chinese in his arm and whisper words of comfort and love.

"It's okay, love. Breath. I'm here with you. Don't worry about anything. I'm here. Breath for me baby." Jaemin said. Patting and rubbing the boy's back and hush him.

He put the older in his lap and cradling him to make them comfortable enough to sooth the boy. Leaving the two clueless boys watching them in shock.

Jisung is shock seeing how a bubbly and loving brother of his being so fragile and broken in Jaemin's arm. While Jeno is shocked of how exactly well Jaemin is to know what to do to make Renjun calm down from his panic attack. And above all, both are shocked that Renjun suddenly have an episode.

As Renjun getting calm down, Jaemin carry the boy to his bed and tuck him in carefully. Trying not to make him uncomfortable and wake him up.

He turn to Jeno after sitting beside the sleeping Renjun. Face looking so fuming red from anger.

"What did you do?" He ask with a very possessive and deep voice.

"I didn't do anything. I just ask him." Jeno defended. He is disbelief that his best friend is talking to him like this.

Jisung, getting a clue of what will happen, get out from the room to let the two solve their, whatever problems are.

"Ask him what?" Jaemin demanded.

"About you. Why you being so distant with me."

_To Be Continued_